Yes Thats all !

Nothing much. All I wanna said is :

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO SET A SCHEDULE FOR MYSELF.

I BASICALLY DID NOTHING GOOD THESE DAYS.

I'VE BEEN PROCRASTINATING MY WORK ALOT.

I AFRAID , THAT I COULDN'T FINISH ON TIME.

I EFFING NEED A SCHEDULE TO ORGANIZE MYSELF.

SO THAT I WOULDN'T WASTE MUCH OF MY PRECIOUS TIME.

I REALLY NEED TO CRAWL HARDER , AND STAND UP , FACE THE FACT !

CHALLENGE YOURSELF TO THE REAL WORLD.

COME ON , YOU CAN DO IT ,

POSSIBLE FOR ME , HELL YEAH IT IS.

NO OBSTACLES THAT NEVER DROWN YOU DOWN.

ACCEPT THE CRITICISM.

TAKE THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A WINNER , NOT A LOSER !

HAAAAAAAAAHH , THE FEELING OF BLEEDING EVERYTHING OUT !

OKAY , I SHALL GET MY ARS BACK TO WORK. YIKES !!

Tooooodles !.!

Happy Valentine's Day !

Pictures during CNY time or holidays , been travelling and visiting up and down non-stop. :) a memorable one ! :D

All Puppies 's pictures taken in Uncle Yong's house. :]

2nd day of CNY - Family photo! :)

Alohaaaa. Back to kick some action in my blog. It's been a while since the last time I've update it. So yeah. Anyway , I would wanna wish the worldwide a very Happy Valentine's Day ! May everyone had an awesome , enjoyable and memorable valentine's! Haha. Mine , Idk , not to say it's bad , just that I got no mood for it. Seriously. Ahh forget it , I always faced mood swings issues. Ignore ! Main point for today , ain't about valentine's , is about bullying. Yes , bullying. Gonna upload 2 videos of my sister being super naughty , how the way she act during her homework time. The fun part is where she sing the Yogi Bear song , can consider as the part that I liked the most. That recorded video appears many intervening act. Like my mum came and interrupt , Zoey came to my house and pop into my room in a sudden and so on. Lol. It was kinda messed up , but still , my sister did so called a wonderful job by doing what she have to do. Haha. And I as the recorder , absolutely did a great and fantastic job of recording the actual behavior of my sister ! So yeah. Things were hilarious and cool. I will never forget xin yenn's reaction when she sing the Yogi bear song. Hate to say this , but yeah , she looks cute and purely adorable whenever she sings it. Awwwwwhhhh ! The second video will be kinda draggy and sort of embarrassing cause we did plenty of silly stuffs and talking out plenty of unusual words , not as what you think , thats for sure. Definitely not all the vulgar words ! Pfffffftttt.

And yes , tomorrow is a public holiday. Wheeeeee :) Thanked God though. I manage to get some rest , at least , so that life for this week will not be hectic and stressful enough for me to kill myself. Gaaaaaaaah! Mood been swing pretty bad these days , thanked to all the haven't-even-touch-assignments and studies , not to mention work and tutorials too. Yikes. I'm so lazy. Time is running out like crazy and I'm still way at the back , moving slowly. Aaaaahhh , guess I need to stand myself up and run to where I supposed to be right now :/ Things is PLENTY , but Time is LIMITED. I afraid that I couldn't catch up. Well , hopefully that wouldn't happened. Alright. I shall stop my emo points and move to uploading the video of my sister acting playful and naughty.

Had finished uploading both of the video. Hmm , what to blog huh ? Well nothing much actually. Just that I still got plenty plenty of pictures to upload into my blog. I don't want to upload all of them in facebook cause I feels so insecure towards it. So yeah. Just thoughts I guess. Doesn't matter bout it much! Well I will upload more pictures if I have the time to do so. Cause I'm tired and sorta lazy to update my blog nowadays. Have no idea why. Maybe because I'm less addicted to my laptop unless it's necessary for me to use it. Well have to for now , because of my Law presentation , which I haven't even touch yet. And Ms Mitra is gonna start the presentation anytime soon. Gaaaaah! I'm kinda scare and nervous though , honestly speaking! :/

Aite. Thats all. Till then Blogspot-ters ! :))

A new name for all my fellow blog peeps readers ! :D

Nightey , for once , Happy Valentine's Day.. (;

Oh yeah.. I've messaged him today which I'm kinda glad and sad at the same time. Yikes. It's complicated , think I might give up ! Sighs. Frustrated over the last messages of his! I feel so uncomfortable right now :C

GOOD NIGHT , for last!

Yes ? No ?

Many QUESTIONS wondering around in my head and I need ANSWERS for all the questions and REASONS for the answers !!

- Should I change everything , including myself , attitude and characteristics ?

- Should I re-born if I have the chance to do so ?

- Should I leave far away from them or continue to be with them forever ?

- Should I say yes or no for some complicated questions ?

- Should I make the right decision when come to deciding ?

- Should I care about people that doesn't care about me ?

- Should I accept criticism from the others ?

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Aaaaaaaahhhh ! Confusion thoughts keep running in my mind. Questions and Statements popping out non-stop !?!?!

Guess is time for me to bleed out , but who I'm gonna bleed out to ?

Please S.M.S , and , S.O.S later on ! D:

I suddenly think of it. Oh my! How could I forget this ?

For this post , I will not say anything much about it. Cause , I got nothing much to say. Pictures says a zillions words. So I will let all the pictures do the talking. Nevertheless , some pictures does remind me of bad times , which I will not mention what is it. But didn't involve them of course , cause I know , they can be trusted , not sometime , not every time , but all the time. I shouldn't talk much here , cause I doesn't have the feels of bleeding everythingout. I need some one to talk to , but then people nowadays can be hardly trusted. I wanted to tell them , but afraid they doesn't care. Sighs. Guess I shall stuck with all my issues , questions , and some confused statement , all by myself. Peeps , I seriously need help here. Because of this , I might change myself. Change to a different person. Yes , I might be different than last time which is not the old me that everyone thought of. I have no idea why , I'm confused , I'm depressed , AAAAAAHHH , is like EVERY D**N ISSUES I'M FACING NOW !

Okay , I must stop posting all these emotional thoughts! Start the real main points for this post with a smile :)

Been a pretty hectic and busy days. Tons of crazy things had been done by few of my college buddies and myself. Haha. Man , I seriously those days I spent my new year eve with them. It was a blast one. Not to mention that they've bring up the joy and the spirit of CNY :) Because of them , I got the mood for celebrating it. If not , I kinda mood run due to certain reasons that bother me much. I don't wanna mention. Cause it might make my mood swing pretty bad. So yeah. But still , things doesn't seems right , I wanna know why but I couldn't. Just couldn't. Maybe is because .. Aaaahhh I don't know. I'm frigging messed up right now actually. Okay I shall move on. Anyway , I so far get to upload few of it , didn't really have the time to upload all of them. I still have like 50 - 70 odds photos. Too bad I'm kinda rush. So yeah. Heading down to Seremban in a while. And I might upload all of it in Facebook. I don't know. I upload these is because I love group photos and I seriously think they're awesome. That is why. I love them to the max. Guess they're consider part of my family members. I should name who is who or which is which named as my sisters , brothers , parents and all. Haha ! The rest I will do my best to upload as soon as possible. I'll try to find the time to upload it. Alright.

Till then. Regards. Happy Chinese New Year , once again ! (;

CNY of 2011 !

Is thursday morning , also the 1st day of chinese new year! Oh god , I've so many things to update in my blog. Guess I'll have to shorten it by uploading pictures. Will start with yesterday.

Wednesday - 2/2/2011

the day where all family members gather together for family reunion dinner (:

went to cousins house in Sierramas ! Stayed there from afternoon til night !

Anyway , the reunion dinner was awesome. Spent most of the time with cousins and other relatives. Laughing up and down , doing silly stuffs and all. Things started pretty well. Good to see that my grandma joined us. I sorta enjoy this year reunion dinner with them by running all over their house. Haha. Yes I do that all the time whenever I'm in their house! Wheeeee ? Besides that , there's nothing much. I did tons of photographing in my aunt's house. First is because all her plants in her house was beautiful ; Second is because her place is quite suitable for photographing ; Third is because is a super high class house. Lol. I love my aunt's house's bathroom. Haha. :D Weird Me , yes I know that :)

Okay , here is all the pictures , the first picture is my house's CNY decoration , where red packets are stapled everywhere around the plant and trees , I supposed. :) From second picture onwards is where I started my photographing in my aunt's house. Fyi , my RICH aunt is my daddy's father's big brother's daughter. Is my dad's cousin sister , in another way means. My aunt younger than my dad one year I think , but the way she looked is like she's age 30+. Not to mention her husband is quite young too. Their princesses which is our cousins , rocks on to the max. Natalie and Kimberly. Kimberly is like a twin to my sister. Both of them have exact same character , and basically have the same taste on food , same mindset on everything , is like TWINS. Whatever they do or they like , it will always be the SAME ! Kay. I shall move on now.