My Feelings Towards Him Is A - " Bye Bye "

*sighness* i can make sure that everyone in this world has a lover .. so do i ... well , i have many best friends in school , most of all are girls , only 30 % are boys ... uhh , i have a best friends of mine is a boy , we knew each other since form 2 & from that year onwards , we promise that we gonna be best friends no matter what until the end of the world , so during that time , we were best peeps ever , nobody & nothing can separated us ... we kept that promise for the past 2 years , thats for sure ... ( from 2006 - 2007 ) Suddenly , this year - year 2008 , everything changes , TOTALLY !!! When i step in to school , i feel so happy cause i feel like i am back where i belong , ( school NOT house ) so i wanted to continue my lifestyle in school , have a best friends to hang out with everyday no matter what & when , maintain my fortunate , hang around with many student that is my friends (: & last but not least , study hard & smart !!! That is a MUST ! DUHH ! So , the first month for year 2008 , i hang around quite close with HIM , same goes to February , March , April & the month that i heard the most terrible news ever - May ... this month , something is not right between him & me...he act kinda fishy & weird , so i guess is normal because he's attitude is like this all the while...when i go near & hang out with him like usual last year , he ran away from me ; when i saw him , he saw me , he pretend that he never even see me although i greet him in-front of him..when he saw me , he escape ! so that time , i have no idea why & what happened to him , start worrying bout him instead....& i take it as usual & nothing happened cause i did not have the guts to control or force him to greet me or hang around...Then , few days later , a friend of mine , also consider HIS friend , came and told me some thing , well , i ended up that i got a bad news , HE HAS A GIRL FRIEND .... when i heard that , i feel like my heart break into pieces , because when we were best friends & hang around with each other , i started to like him & got a crush on him....i do also treat him as my brother instead...the next minute , i had realized that the reason why he escape from me from everything because he had a girl friend & he did not want her girlfriend to know about us for being best peeps & close to each other..... from that time onwards , i did not talk to him , did not greet him , did not hang around with him , pretend i never see him although he's in-front of me & is a pay back time for me to treat him the same thing that how he treat me for the past few days....i did not said that i hate him or dislike him..just feels that our friendship had been ruined & had break the promise that we kept for the past 2 years... *sadness* ): so i guess that my feelings & friendship towards him is a - " BYE BYE "... i pretty hope that he understand my feelings & remember the promise that we both had kept...!!! imissyou - my best friend )': ** Please be back as usual time we both had ** ireallymissouroldpasttimes - seriously !!! hope you'll realized it , my dear lovely best friend !!! i'll be waitin' for your return =((((( i hope i have a time machine & turn back the past that i've enjoyed the most , so that i can kindly appreciate & enjoy to the max no matter what , when & how !!!! ATTENTION - IF GOT ANY MISTAKE ,PLEASE COMMENT ME , & TELL ME . PLEASE & THANK YOU (: REALLY APPRECIATE FOR YOUR CO-OPERATION !!!