Bad + Good = ?

gosh , i've been pretty fed up with my everyday school life. been suffering for the whole time , most of it. so yeah. bad and sad issue always pop out suddenly , don't you think that's awkward ? Okay , move on , there's this girl a.k.a so called my FRIENDS , not really actually since her bad attitude , wanna compare with me just because i get number 1 in class for my march exam. that is the reason why. then , she tell my another friend saying that she's better than me and so on. a lot of negative stuffs. i dont want to say it all here. safety , incase. later on she also said that she's not hardworking enough since her marks left 3 points behind me til number 1. i was like what the hell. besides that , she like to show off and very arrogant about everything. =.= i just dislike these type of poeple. i've been treating her well and whatever she requested , i gave her or what so ever. and right now , i get this type of treatment back. what the f man. anyway , she's different , way different than old times , or should i said last year. geez. even jasmine , mariam , vikesh , perakash , yin theng , and grace not really like her either. all of them just pretend to be close with her or something like that. argh , don't give a damn man. i don't care although that had interrupts at my studies and that is the thing my mind can't get rid of it. damn it. and yeah 1 more thing , she likes to look down at people , well you know in malay , PANDANG RENDAH. she did that to every of my classmates. gosh , she's acting too much though. f man. many negative stuffs she has. just so you know , i do not hate her like what some people think. what i wanted to say is she had change a lot , worst than a lot , from good to bad. so yeah. i talked on behalf of our usual gang. they can't accept it , i ALSO can't accept it -.- sooner or later , i will burst in front of her , bleed out everything that i've been keeping in my heart for so long. for now , i control myself as in pretending. RIGHT. thats all for bad time. okay then. move to happy time now :) today is someone special's birthday. is MS TEOH'S BIRTHDAY.

Happy Birthday To Ms Teoh Happy 33 / 30+ Birthday Good Luck In Everything Take Care Have A Great Time Be Happy Always I Love You & I Miss You Always

on other hand , HE had replied my mail. yay ! im so happy. damn miss him though. glad to hear from him. lol. i wanna talk to him , seriously. quite a while i didn't talk to him. hehe. the last time i talked to him was 28th march , during the follow up. until now , i didn't see him at all. gawd. i miss you badly. okay then , better back off. got science tuition later at 6.30. so ttfn :)