WHO GIVES A DAMN !

today's topic : Who Gives A Damn ! who gives a damn ! WHO CARES ! *Encik Norman's slogan a.k.a trademark* so yeah. today during science class , our teacher Encik Norman keep saying WHO GIVES A DAMN and WHO CARES ! with that so called the 2 slogan of his , he keep repeating and repeating the exact same thing ! so annoying though. but still , kinda funny :P well , he said all of us don't even care about a single thing , including STUDIES ! -.- so yeah. maybe half of the percent is true , but not all of them. pretty sure for that :D Jasmine and I were like , OH OKAY ! HEY YOU ! DON'T SIMPLY PUT YOUR WORDS INTO OUR MOUTH ! gosh ! just because of one damn stupid duster , the whole this big issued slogan thingy started. that is the reason how ! sweat =.=" THANKS A LOT ENCIK NORMAN ! anyway , you still doing good in our class even though you're pretending of being unfair ! LOL. weird huh ? on the other hand , today's date : 31st July 2009. wow , time passes really fast. from today onwards , countdown til SPM , 100 days left ! is so unbelievable though ! still kinda relax here. yikes : geeeeeez ! anyway , there's is some bad and sad news too. 1 - Yasmin Ahmad had pass away ): R.I.P ! 2 - Paula Abdul is not judging American Idol Season 9 ; now we left 3 judges only. plus she's the very main and original american idol judges yet she's out for the next season just because she added 20 million extra. what the fcuk ! 3 - Xabi Alonso is going to leave Anfield , Liverpool and transfer to Real Madrid. OMFG ! he's the best among the best players in Liverpool yet he's leaving :( how could Liverpool survive without him ?!?! YOU MAKE THE WORNG CHOICE RAFA BENITEZ ! what the fcuk shyt man ! and so on ...... guess what , news that im in shocked the most were Paula Abdul off from American Idol Season 9 , that she's not a judge anymore ): how sad is that ! and another one is Xabi Alonso is leaving Liverpool :[ that really effect a lot. dear god , why oh why is Paula Abdul not in the American Idol and why is Xabi Alonso is leaving ! curious to know :/ man , i just can't believe so many things happened in one shot out of sudden. that is really insane o.O im pretty shocked with everything. ups and downs is what people usually said. yikes. anyway , not going to Klang tmrw but im gonna go to Holiday Villa , with Faz and Anoop ! :D then after that , attend my leadership academy :) off to The Mines , Seri Kembangan the day atfer tmrw ! yipppie ! :P and yeah , HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SARAH BINTI SHAHIR ! :) why can't things get to normal ? :S

Kelly Clarkson Releases "Already Gone" Music Video

Kelly Clarkson recently released her new single "Already Gone" from her new album "All I Ever Wanted."

things real happened quickly :D

i received an email from Nirmala and Vidya on Thursday afternoon , same day , date and time to be exact :D so yeah. Nirmala's email is to ask me to do another Goal Poster and Life Plan while Vidya's email is about how to solve my matter towards commerce subject. so here are the emails. just post it for fun actually. haha. it prove that i had improved. heh ;) mind me peeeps ;D

Nirmala's mail :

Hi Xinlei,

How are you? Hope you had wonderful LA session last week, and how is your preparation for SPM?

Your goal poster that you made and gave to Vidya is great, but due certain reasons we needed more colorful picture of Life Plan and your exam goal poster for SPM.

I want you to do one more inspiring and nice exam goal poster for SPM with grades you are targeting to achieve and send to me ASAP. Because publishers are in a hurry to publish the book.

I want you to remake it again, so that your name will appear in the book. Ensure that you are scanning it and sending to me in a day or two. If you have time send the life plan also.

Thanks,

Take Charge,

Nirmala.

Vidya's mail :

Hi XinLei, First thanks for the chocolates:) First say ‘I love Commerce’. What do you mean by lot of things to memorize? Ask yourself and get the answer: How many Neurons I have? Nothing is lot to remember. For commerce quickly make your flash cards, picture diagrams. That will be very useful for the concepts and formula. Take it as a challenge! Remember your promise to get straight As in your SMP? You can and you will!!!! All the best. Vidya.

so yeah. i did the Life Plan and the Goal Poster for Nirmala :) anyway , next week , Saturday - Leadership Academy - 1st Of August - man , i can't wait for it man. so looking forward. by the way , i chated with Praveen just now in Facebook. really funny la him :D miss him so much though. believe it or not he is going up to the moon. what a joke man ! hahahaha. anyway , im glad that he's one of my coach. you are lucky to have him , I AM LUCKY ! lol :P and yeah , just now bm tuition was really bored , hell bored. dah lah my lovely thivya haran absent and somemore teacher itself , Cikgu Ibrahim , also didn't turn up. whaaaaat the tooooooot ! and guess what , a teacher from Sri Aman Girls School come and replace cikgu ibrahim. i dislike him much , kinda racist though. wtf ! plus , he ain't funny even though he try to talk some jokes. argh ! anyway , is very unlucky and unfair to me. why ? because when im having my leadership academy , there's tuition and i miss it ; while when im around , got tuition but teacher is not around , same goes to my lovely friends. what the heck ! im speechless about it ..... don't make me go there weyh ! :( hmms , what else ? kay la. thats all i guess. gotta go now. ttfn :))

My Goal Poster

My Life Plan got some technical problem

Understand Much ?

many things or issues that bloody need-a-lot-of-thinking-to-slove-is in my mind right now. and i seriously have no idea how the hell to get rid of it ? gaahhhhhh ! like really confusing and it had been distracted and disturbed ME all the time): first of all ,there is this 2 girls that ignore people for no damn reason. just don't understand why and totally have no clue what on earth had happened to them. geeez ! but still , im concerned because they are my friends. they just didn't realize and didn't know how i feel when they did this to me and not to mention that they themselves take me for granted whenever they need help. sighs. feel damn frustrated , dissapointed and sad. but i will forget bout it and start a new life without them. PEACE ! lol :P anyway , my leg is getting worst now , damn hell difficult to shower ! it take me 15 minute or 20 to finish showering. usually 10. so yeah. the mark that i get it from my father's motorcycle exhaust pipe , it will take a while to recover ): ZOMG ! damn painful weyh ! :O the bubble burst yesterday , and i got a bandage on my leg , FOR NOW. what the hell ! ahh well , things getting weird and weirder nowadays :S plus , im gonna changed to a different person , more different that some certain people thought. thanks to ungku for teaching me. pretty appreciate bout it. love ya ! xoxo :D just because of THEM , i have to become like this , and i ain't gonna give a damn about it. heh. oh yeah , by the way , today is

KWAN KA MAY'S 17TH BIRTHDAY ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER ! I LOVE , MISS , AND REMEMBER HER ALWAYS ! BFF FOREVER !

okay then , thats all guys. tata for now ! :]

I just hate the Ending !

Saturday ! :) so yeah , went to Klang during the morning :) meet up with everyone , Praveen , C , B , C , Krish and Deva :D were quite good at that moment , everything is fine , same goes to the pegging. lol. been around in Crystal Crown for like 2 hours plus :] around 1.45pm , we sat a rented car to Renaissance Hotel , Kuala Lumpur :D while on the way , Praveen , Me , Bala were talking and joking like crazy people ! goshhhhh ! xD and yeah , Praveen see my maths work and he said is very easy. i was like , what the hell man. is so difficult to answer -.- lol lol. besides that , we joked while teasing Bala. ahahaha , that was funny , seriously funny :)) anyway , Praveen is a joker , he looks like small kid , well he always admit that he's a youngster , consider one of us. rofl. ate Pizza Hut :) then , came along Faza and Gurprit :] the 3 of us gonna do pegging , and guess what , we perfectly doing it well :) i pretty like it much. lol. after that , around 6++ we start our leadership academy. man , we were enjoy ourselves to the max :D umme , me , darini , harri , tejaas , iqraaj , faza and another indian girl ;) we laughed like maddddddd ! that is so called our group trademark. that is for sure. haha. anyway , LA topic for today is Team Building Skills ! ;D so after that , we hang and chilled out for a little while and then went back home by sitting LRT from Dang Wangi to Kelana Jaya , with Faza , Chai , me and my siblings. hehe :) ate dinner outside and reached home like 10++ nearly 11. todayyy was just awesomely fun ! really enjoy a lot ! :D miss the moments with Praveen and Bala joking in the car while on the way to KL. :D plus today full of happiness , laughter , fun and more :D miss all the happy moments :P especially 2 of my so called beloved coaches. haha. Sunday :] went to Concorde Hotel , together with my siblings to do pegging. and yeah , meet up with Jia Ern , Dewa and the same people. be my guess ! then , talked to them and we did lots of funny stuffs , including jokes. ahahahahaha ! and i create a nice hand made small poster , kinda plain though :/ oh well , played with Praveen's i-Mate , kinda looks like an iPhone. at the same time , we helped them to pack too :D lol. then , waited for my parents while saying goodbye to them. around 1+ off we go :( If There Is A Beginning , There Will Be An Ending. And I Hate Ending Much Because It Make Me Feel Sad Whenever I Enjoy Myself ! :(

I-N-C-R-E-D-I-B-L-E

morning people ! hmms , i did mentioned about yesterday right ? so yeah. went to Bukit Raja , Klang to watch Transformers 2 , for me is the 2nd time watching. lol. my god , the movie was damn nice , i don't mind watching the 3rd time. ahahaha :D plus , we came back really late , today morning 3.30. wow ! what a joke man ! didn't expect that long , well a little. rofl. anyway , im going to Klang and KL for the whole entire day :D to do my pegging and leadership academy :P oh yeah , for your information , i don't mind being homosexual with Megan Fox. she is damn fucking hottttt ! omg , i can't get rid of this weyh ! S.O.S people ! ahahahaha :DD okay , that is hell weird , i know. you all will think that way or maybe worst than that. who knows right ? but take a look at her pic , she is damn fucking sexyyyyyy ! fuh-yooooooooooo ! man , i really in love with her though. laughing my ass off. by the way , not to mention Shia Labeouf and Josh Duhamel is damn hottt too. haha. so yeah. kay then. gotta go now. get ready for leaving the house. cheh ;) so tc and ttfn :)

Jackson Sings About Escapism On Previously Unreleased Song

A clip of a previously unreleased Michael Jackson song has hit the net, and it feels eerie. In the song "A Place With No Name," the late King of Pop sings about his desire to travel to a mysterious locale: "Take me to a place without no name." It is not clear when the song was recorded or if it is referring to a heaven-like utopia or a remote getaway. The 25-second snippet obtained by TMZ is an interpolation of America's song "A Horse With No Name" that reached Number 1 on The Billboard Hot 100 chart in 1972. Years ago, America's manager reportedly approved Michael's "A Place With No Name." Jim Morey, America's current manager who also represented Michael in the late '80s and early '90s, told TMZ that the band supported Michael's rendition. "The band was honored that Michael chose to do their song and they hope it becomes available for all Michael's fans to hear."

Oh ! I didn't see that coming.

there's this 2 boys in my class , F and A got into a little of argument , and so the convo goes :

F : buntuh kau , hey you , i give you 2 fuck ! *by pointing 2 middle finger , left and right. A : i give you 2 holes ! *by showing 2 holes , left and right*

the moment ungku and i saw this , we both were laughing till out ass off. seriously funny man :D and yeah , 2 of them are my close malay boyfriend , friend as in male gender :) lol. okay , moving on , this whole week is so called populasi week a.k.a enviroment week. so i joined 2 of the activities , 1 is on tuesday and another 1 is on thursday. overall , both of the activities were not as fun as we thought , but some of us were enjoy la :D tuesday is picking up rubbish along and opposite our school road while thursday is tree planting. so yeah. kinda tired though. bored like mad too :/ hmmmms. well , gonna watch transformers 2 again , again midnight show. hoorayy ! this time with my so called families. plus , my best childhood friend , OOI XIA MEEI , is going back to New Zealand tmrw night :( feel really sad bout it :( guess this is my spending every last minute with her by watching midnight movie , together with Carol , Xia Linn , Xin Yenn and Tien Ze ! :) oh yeah , forget to mention that Carol is back from United Kingdom ! haha. glad to see her back again :D yay ! can't wait to see Transformers 2 , Midnight Movie , for once again ! huhu ;DD hmms , seems like i gee tee gee now , since my brother bugging me for using computer. sweat ! =.= taaaaa ! ;)

o.o

hey humans. lmao. im back ! well , went to Grand Bluewave hotel today morning , for my brother and sister pegging :) so yeah. saw them again. happy state :) anyway , meet up with dewa again. he , my brother and my sister are gonna do pegging. anyway , their pegging were great , no mess up , i guess. haha. can't really remember. lol. as usual , talked and joked with them :D really funny :D plus , gonna miss Nirmala a lot :( hope to see her as soon as possible. love and miss her always ! can't wait to watch this movie :

' Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince ' As Harry Potter begins his 6th year at Hogwarts, he discovers a mysterious book belonging to the 'Half-Blood Prince' and learns more about Voldemort's past.

Film Facts ------

Official site: http://www.harrypotter.co.uk/

UK Release Date: 15th July 2009

Director: David Yates

Writers: Steve Kloves, J.K. Rowling (novel)

Cast: Daniel Radcliffe ('Harry Potter'), Emma Watson ('Hermione Granger'), Rupert Grint ('Ron Weasley'), Michael Gambon ('Professor Albus Dumbledore'), Jim Broadbent ('Professor Horace Slughorn'), Bonnie Wright ('Ginny Weasley'), Tom Felton ('Draco Malfoy'), Helena Bonham Carter ('Bellatrix Lestrange'), Jessie Cave ('Lavender Brown'), David Bradley ('Argus Filch'), Robbie Coltrane ('Rubeus Hagrid'), Evanna Lynch ('Luna Lovegood'), Warwick Davis ('Professor Flitwick'), Alan Rickman ('Severus Snape'), Maggie Smith ('Minerva McGonagall')

Distributor: Warner Bros UK

Certificate: 12A

Run-time: 153 mins

Synopsis -------

Voldemort is tightening his grip on both the Muggle and wizarding worlds and Hogwarts is no longer the safe haven it once was. Harry suspects that dangers may even lie within the castle, but Dumbledore is more intent upon preparing him for the final battle that he knows is fast approaching. Together they work to find the key to unlock Voldemort's defenses and, to this end, Dumbledore recruits his old friend and colleague, the well-connected and unsuspecting bon vivant Professor Horace Slughorn, whom he believes holds crucial information. Meanwhile, the students are under attack from a very different adversary as teenage hormones rage across the ramparts. Harry finds himself more and more drawn to Ginny, but so is Dean Thomas. And Lavender Brown has decided that Ron is the one for her, only she hadn't counted on Romilda Vane's chocolates! And then there's Hermione, simmering with jealousy but determined not to show her feelings. As romance blossoms, one student remains aloof. He is determined to make his mark, albeit a dark one. Love is in the air, but tragedy lies ahead and Hogwarts may never be the same again. -----

Happy Moments !

went Klang and Subang Jaya for pegging :D kinda fun though. did pegging with Jas , Krish and Dewa. really funny at that time. talked , gossip and laugh a lot :) anyway , it was perfect , totally ! hahaha. then , headed to Holiday Villa at Subang Jaya :D oh yeah , by the way , in the car , bala looks like my pillow , i slept on him , since he is just right beside me. lol. he put his hand around my neck , what la that fellow. his hand itself is so heavy :/ ahh better , can message my neck at the same time. roflmao. around 2:15 pm , went for lunch with Nirmala , Nikki , Chai , and Lajmi :D then after that , went back to Holiday Villa , get ready everything for the preview. oh yeah , by the way , we used different room , bigger and nicer. like a ballroom , but smaller than that of course. lol. looks grand a little. anyway it was beautiful though. ahaha ;) anyway , also , having so much doing pegging , hang around outside the room , giggling , talking , playing around as in joking here and there. hehehe. i know i know what you all thinking , thinking that i am still a small kid huh ? so what who cares ? rofl. and yeah , i was with anoop and inderjit :P 3 of us keep laughing non-stop , like crazy people :D mind us peeps ! hmms. have no idea why am i so in craze this few days. i wonder why. haha. plus , our pegging were good , got mistake a little :D but still , is okay with us , because , There Are No Failures , Only Feedback ! so yeah. feedback people ! heh ;) not long later , after meeting up with few of friends of mine and said goodbye , i went off and straight to tuition.

the beautiful , huge and expensive light !

the seminar / preview , speaker of the day is : Nirmala :)

during my tuition , we all been laughing like mad. same goes to the teacher too :) he's funny and keep joking around in class. we were having history tuition. lol. not as bored as what you all think. hahaha ! laughing non-stop and keep disturbing by giving many missed call to thivya since today is her birthday. oh , she buy us chocolate. awesome man ! we were enjoy a lot , including ming jet too. believe it or not. whoa ! :D overall , the whole day was hilarious ! and yeah , might going to Bluewave hotel tmrw with my siblings cause is their turn to do pegging. lol. so yeah. want to meet them again. haha. sounds crazy huh ? accpet it ! hehehe. by the way , pretty hope i can go to Klang and do pegging again , pretty pretty please and hope that i get it ! :/ i want to improve myself ! my confidence for that. and our leadership academy will be in Renaissance Hotel , Kuala Lumpur. hooray ! finally can get KL already ! huhu. kay then. gtg. ttyl. kinda tired now though and sleepy too. so yeah. off to bed soon i guess. hah ;] goodnight !

Regards - xin lei -

Twins Birthday !

Happy Birthday To The Twins , (Best Friends Of Mine ) Thivya Manoharan ( Thivya Haran ) & Thilaga Manoharan ( Thil ) Happy 17th Birthday ! All The Best In Everything ! May God Bless You Always ! Wish All Of Us Good Luck In SPM ! :D Take Care ! Love You Girls A Lot ! Friends Forever ! Peace !

Is Always Fridays !

okay before i start , i need to laugh first , HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! weird huh ? oh well , today is the most funniest day ever , for this month. lol ! i keep bullied Jasmine during science class. it was damn hilarious though. seriously. especially the hair part , i designed for Jasmine. ahahahahaha. whenever i see , i laugh til my head wanna come off. all of us laugh like CRAZY ! Mariam , Me and Jasmine ! :D

JASSSSSSMINEEEEEEE ! :)

P/S : Jasmine , hey you ! why is my previous post is so damn short ? what you've delete besides that message ? oh well , i thought you only delete the P/S message. see see deleted the incident passage also. what the hell weyh ! -.- moving on , miss the school bus , wtf ! cause coming out late from the lab ): play too much already i guess , or i should said laugh. hahaha. lame -.- anyway , went DJ for malay tuttion , then later on went for commerce tuition at RJ :) after that , continue with malay tuition again at 8. replacement class ! wow , yesterday was a BOOM ! for the whole afternoon im in tuition , from 3.30 pm until 9.30 pm. geez ! plus , i was freaking tired ): after my bm tuition , went to Sky Park ( Old Terminal 3 Airport ) , Subang. since is so near to our house , so we decided to have a look inside :P my god , it was beautiful , really beautiful , but at that time no people cause its already 10 pm. so yeah. plus the chair inside is more comfortable than KLIA ! well , is a cussion , big and wide black cussion. ain't joking though. lol. and yeah inside , there is Starbucks , Big Apple Donuts , and many more restaurant :D bought 2 boxes of Big Apple Donuts. hehe.

gonna go for pegging in Klang and Holiday Villa tomorrow :) too bad is not HIM ! miss him though ): but no leadership academy. going back early :/ kay then i'll stop my post here. pretty busy nowadays. sighs. ttfn :D

Michael Jackson Memorial

hey people. just gonna quick update :) first thing first , xia meei is back from Auckland , NZ ! glad to see that she's back , but only for 2 weeks :/ after that , she's will be going back to NZ and won't be coming back to Malaysia until she done with her university. how sad is that ! ): im gonna miss her much ! anyway , hope that she had a great time and enjoy every single moments in Malaysia. secondly , i watched Michael Jackson Memorial yesterday , or i mean today morning at 1 am until 3:30 am. guess what , many celebrities were giving out their very last speech to MJ. my god ! their speech were damn touched until i burst out in tears. Perhaps the most touching moment came at the very end of the memorial when Michael's daughter, Paris, expressed her love for her late father , Paris Michael Jackson , cried on stage while giving her speech : Daddy ( MJ ) has been the best father you can never imagine , and i just want to said i love him so much. *crying* IT WAS A VERY POIGNANT MOMENT TO SEE MJ'S DAUGHTER PAYING TRIBUTE TO HER FATHER ! that was the most touching part , it includes others also. so yeah. plus , my tears were flowing when i watched MJ's memorial. especially when they showed his video collection. he was soooo decent :D very proud of him :) for now , i miss him like mad , whenever i watched his music video or something , i will cried or tears rolling down :( i know i repeat once , but still i have to say that Michael Jackson is the best singer / producer / song writter ever ! he deserve as The King Of Pop ! thus , i can never forget his dance , move , moonwalk , and last but not least , 45 degree bend ! that really amazed me. gosh ! im sorry for his death and i can feel his family pain. i just don't believe that things would happened all out of sudden. so better appreciate everything around you before its ends. okay thats all i could update. nothing much to say right now. so goodbye !

Sighs

hey there. well , my family and i just came back from Seremban. stayed a night there since my cousin sister just came back from Poland :) so yeah. anyway , trials start in 2 months and i still so relax. i think im gonna start my studies tomorrow. can't delay time anymore , arghhhhh ! i gotta score straight A's for myself and Vidya ! i promise him i will do it , so i have to. i can do it , there are no boundaries ! so yeah. why not ? hahaha. oh yeah ,

Anything Is Possible , It Is The Question Of Right Strategy & All Of Us Have The Same Neurology , If It Is Possible For Others , Is Possible For Me !

kay people. im so gonna do it. mark my word peeps.

PEACE OUT ! :D

Transformers 2

MAYBE , this few weeks , i feel happy and excited. perhaps , many good things happened. so yeah. lol. anyway , went to Sunway Pyramid yesterday after my commerce tuition to celebrate Felix's birthday :) oh yeah , HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY by the way. hmms , reached there like 8pm. walked around alone since my friends are not there yet. they were at Sunway College for some function going on. leave me alone. what the heck ! xD haha anyway , ate XXL Crispy Chicken and walked around Asian Avenue and all over SP just to look for a belt. geez , all of them were damn expensive. me out of $$$$ already weyh. gosh ! around 9pm , meet up with Yin Theng , Wing Wai and Chu Yee :) yt and ww went for romantic dinner while me and chu yee went McD for ice-cream. lol. then later on , did some window shopping :D don't get shocked by that , i know some of you will. ahahahaha. just kidding only. hmms , got transformers 2 movie ticket , well , news that shocked me the most are , we are watching midnight movie , 11.20pm movie. i was like huh ? really ? YAY ! happy and jumping to the max people ! thats me and yeah you can call me INSANE or CRAZY or what so ever ! lol. second time , i really love to watch movie at midnight. so yeah. here is some pictures. hehe :P

TRANSFORMERS 2 : REVENGE OF THE FALLEN !

in that movie , among all the autobots , i prefer the most are -

OPTIMUS PRIME !

and and , one more -

BUMBLE BEE

they are the best of the best autobots ever ! trust me ! it is. lol. overall , all these are autobots. they are the good ones ! hahaha.

oh yeah one more , forget to mention about it. guess what , all 3 main characters , Shia Labeouf , Megan Fox and Josh Duhamel are the most favorites main characters , for me. i love to see they acting together. they look damn hot though , including the movie transformers. what a shocking news ! W-H-O-A ! and yeah , for Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox , both of them look damn sweet together. huhu. clap clap clap for them. plus , they look freaking hott too. ohmygosh. i think im in love with them ! hell yeah i did ! lol. okay then thats all i guess. movie finish at 2 am. then ww sent us back home , reached like 2:45 am. man , this is the latest outing day ever ! 3 am people ! wow ! hmmms , kay then. thats all. choaz ! for once , i love them to the max ! toodless. goodnight :)

National Service ( NS )

oh god. why ? i just wanna know why ? why they didn't choose me for NS ? i wanted to go so badly, im pretty desperate for it. see so many friends of mine get it :( at that moment , i asked myself , why ? why i didn't get selected ? hmmms. anyway , nevermind. depends our luck actually. sighs. plus , i also have no idea whether is good or not and i can't determine where im gonna go for NS. and yeah , can't ensure that the place there is good or not. so yeah. is pretty okay with me. lol. chill , thats what people said :)