National Service ( NS )

oh god. why ? i just wanna know why ? why they didn't choose me for NS ? i wanted to go so badly, im pretty desperate for it. see so many friends of mine get it :( at that moment , i asked myself , why ? why i didn't get selected ? hmmms. anyway , nevermind. depends our luck actually. sighs. plus , i also have no idea whether is good or not and i can't determine where im gonna go for NS. and yeah , can't ensure that the place there is good or not. so yeah. is pretty okay with me. lol. chill , thats what people said :)