First Post !

guess this is my very first post in my blog , for the year 2010 ! :) oh well , i thought that this year would be better for me , but things seems didn't turn up the way it was :( it started on the new year eve , until now :( okaay , first thing first , it was about new year celebration. don't wanna talk about it cause i don't feel like talking. so yeah. after that , planned to go outing with friends. at sunway , they won't be able to make it , not only one , but all of them. hmms got laaaa a few of them , like anoop and inderjit. so yeah. and then , the following day also the same thing happened. again happened the same thing when the next day comes. so i have to cancel all the whole damn thing ! that is the part i hate the most ! urgh :S then today happened which is something bad , this morning. had an argue with my mum about going down to KL with her. the reason why is i want to lok for a part time job at KL. but she doesn't allow. i was so damn fucking pissed at that time. i mean yeah , seriously , i do. :@ she told me that i can do whatever i want , go wherever i want after my exams. but right now , she scolded me when i told her that i'm going down to KL with her. pfffttt. see see , parents lie to their child. HOW AMAZING IS THAT huh ? =.= i was damn madddd at that point of time , i' so desperate to look for part time job but she doesn't allow. yet everytime bugging at me , ask me to look for part time job. what the fucking hell had going on ?!?!?!?! by the way , i've been praying to God to allow me to go to KL to look for part time job , and yet things also didn't turn out the way it was. i wonder why. God is very mean to me. why God have to do this to me ? why do you always hurt my feelings ? why you want me to cancel the whole thing even though plan is still work pretty well ? why you ask my mum doesn't allow me to go down to KL with her ? why oh why God ? can you please tell me , at least. i just want to know the reason. anyway , i hope you can get a job for me at KLCC. that is my most favorite place ever , plus is convenience for me to go there. so yeah. and yeah , plan always cancel at the last minute , mum doesn't allow me to go down to KL , and what's coming up for me to upset for huh ? please tell me whats coming up , then i will well-prepared for it. yikes. for your information , my life is so miserable at the begining of the month January , year 2010 :( please GOD , make my life full of happiness , and joy ! no more miserable life , like now ! i just want to live my live perfectly :D how i wish i could born by a better parents which is cool and awesome. i know that sounds like i'm crapping. but actually yeah i am. pfffftttt. okay then , thats all. ttfn (: