Monday, June 28, 2010

Addiction ; Remove Not ?

okay. today was seriously awesome. like super duper fun & hilarious. woo hoo ! and yes. at the same time i was gone super mad. why ? because i don't have enough sleep yesterday. due to FIFA World Cup. right. speaking about world cup , i was fcuking pissed. England is out from the World Cup 2010. i was freaking upset & i'm cursing many bad words , coming out from my own mouth. so yeah. okay then. forget about it. is pointless to remember back or whatever it is. moving on ...
like what i've said earlier , today was an awesomely awesome day for me. from the morning til afternoon . saw jun yen in the bus stop after coming down from the wangsa maju lrt station. :) then reached college like just nice. Mr Ho was about to start. yay i was on time. huhu. so yeah. and during business studies class time , Mr Ho keep mentioned my name. for like few times. maybe around 6 or 7. lol ? hmms what else ? oh yeah. right after business. qki & i went to CITC , since she wanna check her facebook & update her blog. so yeah. then we saw shameet & shalinni & nikkhil too. just right opposite us. what a conincidence though. haha. then , i tagged all of them in facebook. well. all of us comment & laughing like crazy at the same time. ROFLMAO xD xD
then after that , we went back to our H block , for our Economics lecture class. :) sat beside shu jia & anthea :D oh yeah. gerard asked me whether i;m an England fan or not. i said yup i am. there we go , keep talking about football. i mean FIFA World Cup. during begining of Econs class. talked about yesterday like how the way England played , defense , attack and all. can say that both of us are hell not satisfied. well is true though. hahaha anyone ? okay lame =.="
then after econs , is break time. was in canteen 2 with qki , aaron , kar vern , gabriel , andrew , ian , ah yuan and tuck seng. :) well we talked some jokes , and it was LOL. and at the same time. we do chit-chat a little. common stuffs. ^^ then when we leave canteen , going down the stairs , lam did a very funny slide down post & brake. and after he done that , he give a very funny & weird smile. LOL. all of us laughing like crazy over his move and all. dude. that guy was hilariously silly. hahahahahaha. but still he rock. then while on the way to our so called lovely H block , ah yuan keep talking & we all keep laughing. suddenly he asked gabriel : the way i slide , is it nice (in chinese) ? all of us were burst in to laughters the moment we heard him asking that question. gosh. first time see ah yuan so sampat & hilariously funny. what a joke :P once we reached the class , for business studies , ah yuan say & did something funny again. when qki was calling ah yuan , then ah yuan said : wait i want to go to call / find tuck seng. then all of us shouted at him saying that tuck seng is here already. he was like ehy , how come ? he was like seriously blur though. ahahahahahas. then we start our business class. again , Mr Ho mentioned my name , at leats 3 or 4 times. lols. alright then. :D awesome oneee :] did my work & passed it up to Mr Ho. yay. credit for me , for that. lols. confused ?" better not. WOO HOO :P :P
okay , after business , nothing. went to an empty room. talked a little , and then study law. continue chapter 6 (: next class , law. yup , is law (: while waiting for class at the corridor , i gone cuckoo. keep irritated shameet & qki. lols. silly & crazy me. lols. well i just can't help myself. hahahas. hms. went into the class. sit beside gabriel. (: since we both make a deal. so yeah. then again , i irritated qki & shameet. lols. is fun though to play with them. haha. and hell no , i ain't a small kid. so yeah. pffffttt.
during law class .
well. ms mitra suddenly talked about addiction. lols. i think because she want to remove her addiction towards sugar. since she loves sugar like crazy , a sugar addicter. like a very huge fan of sugar like that. is a must to have sugar everyday. so yeah. worst than gabriel i think. ROFLOL. so she asked all of us , what is our addiction ? she asked like one by one. yes the whole class. ms mitra was like asking us to reduce / totally remove our addictions for a month. just try even though we can't. starting tomorrow. thats what she said. i was like okaaay. hms. is a good thing too. not bad. ahahaha. okay when is my turn , she pronouce my name correctly , and then she said : yes , finally i pronouce your name correct. (in a pretty shocked way) then she asked me what is my addiction. i answer trekking. the she said , jungle trekking ? i nodded my head. then she asked me to give one more. then i answer computer ? facebook ? lols. and then she said okay. next she asked gabriel and continue with the next person after gab. heh. so yeah. oh. mine was addiction towards facebook & keep thinking about SOO. yeah. when she asked me that time , i was about to answer , then the whole class was like AH SOO , SUSHI , or whatever it is. then i said no ; putting my law book on my face , i was like sort of shy & blushing at the same time. yes i admit it. yikes. then i told everyone saying that he got a gf already. and they were like oh really ? awwww don't feel sad , bad or whatever it is laaaa. lols. anyway i don't give a damn about him anymore. so yeah. I DON'T CARE. then ms mitra said , aiyo don't bully her laaa. then only i answer her question. well. she actually pay 80% attention to me. just because i'm sittin infront of her. good for me i guess. but not as good as i expected. haha. kay didn't expect much aaaah. smile :) then we all talked & shameet bleed everything out to her , i mean like bleed out things about ms mitra. haha. saying that she hardly smile or didn't smile back whenever shameet and i greet her. and ian even said the same thing. said that she everytime look on the floor when she walked. she was shocked though and somemore said she didn't know much / realize about herself. lol. funny laaa she. first time having coolest and the most awesome lecturer ever! WOO HOO :D :D :D back to the point , she was hell shocked and i also told her that she's different person when she's teaching or in the class compare to outside. she feel shocked too. and she do also said about herself a little (she said : when i look at you , i didn't think about you , i was thinking other things ** while looking at me and say it out , o.O) . and then she said she try to smile whenever she sees us. lol. and all of us , like kenneth , shameet , me , and ian keep saying that she's strict looking , hardly smile and all. ROFLMAO. she was shocked & laughing at the same time. hahahaha. thats was cool ;) all of us laughed too. thanks to kenneth for saying some silly jokes. as in critisizing people , like sue jenn & shameet. what a joke ! :D then she mentioned our addiction and all. she looked at me , stunned for a while and asked what's my , the i told her. hehehehe. quite forgetful ah she. lol. same here ^^ oh yeah. she stand in front of me most of the time and hold my p.c while she talked. hms. she took my pen out and write down our name & our addiction. and yet , asked to sign. make all of us sign , as in like a contract. ah well , it is. it is a binding contract. lols. :D she wrote everyone's name and it seems my addiction is the longest. she some more asked me : soo is it ? i was like yeah. the whole class was shocked. before that , she asked me : xin is it ? i said yes. :) so yeah. everyone did sign , including kenneth. lol. oh yeah. forget. when ms mitra asked what is my addiction , before i answer , kenneth go and said McDonald. then the whole class laughed , including ms mitra herself. lols ? i was like okaaaay ? then she talked for a while. class ended. everyone said thank you to her. oh before we end. ms mitra asked shameet to give one more addiction of hers. then ms mitra was standing there , i told shameet i tell ms mitra aaahhh. shameet was like nooooooo. then ms mitra keep looking at me , smiling at me some more. lols. then i say it out loud. yan yong do said the same thing too. i thought. then ms mitra signed too , her signature. the few of us including me went forward and look. she said is an official signature. lols. then the class ended. really ended this time. ahahahahas. too many story to tell huh ? well yeah it is. ^^ anyhoo. today's law class was awesome , fun , hilarious , cool & sporting .. many more laaa. really wish could turn back the time , those fun and awesome moments , moods and all. only for today. just today. and do also hope that every law class will be having this much of the fun. ahhahaha. and today's law class is not about law at all , is a well-planned healthy lifestyle class. lmao. i won't forget today's day. is really awesomeeee. :) xoxoxoxoxo.
P/S : i can use Facebook. but is limited. only once for 2 days. lols. and that once only for 15 minits. even lols. :D :D
Blog , Twitter , Zoo Paradise and all. SAMEEE. as long is internet , 15 minutes. hehehe ^^ awesome right ? awesome not ? HUHU.
take careee. see you aroundd =)
use for like 2 hours to update this blog. in CITC , TAR College.
Lols ? :D :P :) :]

Friday, June 25, 2010

I'm Fcuking Pissed :@

Question for today :

how do you feel when you saw a girl , an unknown girl , holding the guy , which is your crush , shoulder & hand ? how do you feel ? this is related to my status. so yeah :( :'(

saw something terrible happened in college today. which really hurt my feelings a lot. guess i should give up. sighs. :/ i really didn't expect that to happen. i'm shocked the moment i saw that bloody incident :O is pretty hurtful to me :(

is like i'm having a nightmare :[
anyways. i've asked ayssya , my best & old friend of mine , this question (above). and yes. she did answer through facebook comments. ah well , of course , we talked a little , here's the convo peeps :

me asking ayssya ;

how do you feel when you saw a girl , an unknown girl , holding the guy , which is your crush , shoulder & hand ? how do you feel ? this is related to my status. so yeah :( :'(

Ayssya :
aw , honey D,: i know how you feel , sucks doesn't it ? feels mcm your heart sinked ? but we have no power to change things sometimes . if you dnt wnt this to hppn anymre , you kena buat smthing. have you ever told him abt how you ACTUALLY feel abt him ? :o
Me :
yeah exactly. my heart broke into zillion
pieces when i saw that happened. :( thats why. wish really could turn back the time. sighs. yes he knew about it :'( too bad huh ?
Ayssya :
Laaaaa , what an ass. If he knows but he's someone that cares about how you actually feel , he would have not parade infront of you with that girl . He doesn't care abt yr feelings at all xinlei . he isnt worth the pain.
Me :
yes. i totally agreed with you. i'll forget about him , totally. will never ever wanna know and see him . gonna take that both of are strangers. both of us don't know each other. i'm gonna take action one of these days. for what he had done to me. it really fucking pissed me off :@ :@ i'll get rid him from my life & most of all from my mind. i promise to myself i fucking won't remember him , at all. is not worth for everything.
Ayssya :
JYEAHHHHHH ! Now thats the xinlei i know ;) i'll always give you support okay ? whenever yre down , i'll be here fer you ♥ he's a jerk , and he doesnt deserve your tears.
Me :
yeaaaaaah. thanks a lot sya sya. ohmygosh. i seriously miss you. so badly :'( thank you so much for your care , love and support. you're really best & old friend of mineeee ♥ ♥ yes totally agree (:
Ayssya :
:') yre welcome sayang .
Me :
heheheheheheheheheheehehehehe ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
ahha. after the convo. i've got my revenge spirit back. so yeah.

i'm gonna take action one of these days. i promise to myself i won't fcuking remember him , at all. is not worth for everything , especially the pain & tears that i've been through. ; thanks a bunch for my best & old friend of mine ; Ayssyaa Esa , for being there for me. thank you so much for your love , care & support towards me when i'm down :) i'm awesomely lucky to know you. iloveyouforever♥

anyway. back to the point. like what i've said earlier. i'm really gonna revenge , which i'll t.r.y or if not i'll just like that , be normal. take one step at a time. so yeah. i wonder :/
ah well , is better off for me to forget his appearance that it is store in my mind & those memories between me and him. pffftttt. is not worth for me , my pain , my tears , basically everything. so yeah. ayssya was right. is totally waste my precious time & efforts & not to mention energy , which i can do a lot of things that i interested with. so why not ? hahaha. okay then. i'll stopped here. will update more. lols ? see ya peeps around. take care. xoxo :)

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Airplane !

Oh my god. i seriously crazy with this song. whenever i hear this song , it will remind me the time when me with my coach together , as in hang around more often , the one that i get a lot of positive advise from , the one that always be there for me , the one that always lift me up whenever i'm in difficulties , the one who changed my life & the one who make me realize what is life and how we appreciate it , many moreeee. so yeah. here is the lyrics of the song , that is so meaningful & really suits my mood since he's going to depart. :/

Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah I could use a dream or a genie or a wish To go back to a place much simpler than this Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’ And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion And all the pandemonium and all the madness There comes a time where you fade to the blackness And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap And you hoping but them people never call you back But that’s just how the story unfolds You get another hand soon after you fold And when your plans unravel And they sayin’ what would you wish for If you had one chance So airplane airplane sorry I’m late I’m on my way so don’t close that gate If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days Before this was a job, before I got paid Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days Before the politics that we call the rap game And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape And back before I tried to cover up my slang But this is for Decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray So can I get a wish to end the politics And get back to the music that started this sh-t So here I stand and then again I say I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

sighness. i keep thinking back those time that me & my coach together. those memories will stuck in my mind forever. i'll never get rid of it. i really miss him , like crazy :(
wherever i go , wherever i stop , all remind me about him.
everywhere i go , everywhere i stop , he will come into my mind and thought.
anywhere , anytime , he's in my mind , leading me to some where that i fulfill my happiness & achieve my aim. and of course , become a successful person.
even though college had started , i still can feel his appearance , his person right beside me , always cheer me up whenever i'm down with many issues. i feel awfully sad because the most important person is leaving me his footprints behind:( i'll never ever forget for what had happened in every camp, together ): and i'm his most favorites since we always keep in touch right after coaching me and that is his 1st time camp in m'sia. i just love to hear him saying that. and i don't mind that he repeat again and again and again cause i know he's the most important person in my life. i miss you bala coach :( i just want you to know that , i really owe you a big time , for whatever you've done for me. just for my own good. i love you my lovely bala coach. no matter what :) thanks a bunch for every single thing. really glad & fortunate to have you in my life.
i'm seriously gonna miss you like crazy :'(

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Tomorrow !

okay. so today's post is all about tomorrow. many things is going on tomorrow. like : - going to Redang Island tomorrow , with my uncle , brother , little cousin & cousin from United State. - FIFA World Cup 2010 , South Africa. for this , i'll support ; 1) England team , because of Steven Gerard there and yes Stevie is the new England captain for this year world cup (: ; i'm hell out of a fan of Steven Gerard. Gerard is the best Midfielder ever. England Captain & Midfielder , iloveyoutothemax :) 2) Spain team , because of Fernando Torres & Cesc Fabregas. both of them are super strong & a really good attacker. both of them can score goals really well & a beautiful goal easily. especially Torres. ah well i also a very huge fans of Fernando Torres. Torres is the best Striker ever. Spain Striker , iloveyoutothemac :) 3) Brazil team , because of Ronaldinho , Ronaldo (both of them) , and most of all , the player of the world for the most of the world cup , Kaka. all of them are awesome footballers. not to mention they're superb and skillful enough to score plenty of goals. that is the reason why they won 5 times in FIFA world cup. 5 times champions though. thats a hell excellent & success achievement. bravoooo & salute them ! the way they play are double the effort & skills. omg they are so unbelievable. seriously. gosh. i'm so effin admire them. oh yeah. admire a lot and total of salutes for Kaka , the player of the world (before Lionel Messi). Kaka is the best Player & Striker in the world & ever. alright then. Ronaldinho , Ronaldo (both of them) & Kaka , iloveyouguystothemax :) all the best for all of them ! play well , kick well , attack well , defend well , & score well FIFA WORLD CUP SOUTH AFRICA 2010 ! HERE I COME (: GO ENGLAND , BRAZIL & SPAIN :D :D :D will catch up all the live matches :) everyday , everytime , everywhere .. looking forward to it ^^ take care & happy holidays :] - Leong Xin Lei daughter of Lenny P.B Leong -

Shocking New ! WOAH !

OH MY FREAKING GOD HE GOT 6 PACK. WONDER HOW I KNOW ? BEEN THROUGH HIS PICTURES IN HIS FACEBOOK. PRETTY AWESOME PICTURES & HIM. HE'S SO DIFFERENT IN COLLEGE. GAAAAH. AND YES. HE LIKE TO DO ALL THE ACTIVITIES THAT I LIKE TO DO EITHER. WE BOTH KINDA SUITABLE , CAN CONSIDER THAT. AHAHAHAHA. OH DEAR. I THINK I'M TOO CRAZY OVER HIM ! WAY TOO MUCH THAN USUAL. GOSH. I JUST CAN'T HELP MYSELF. I LOVE YOU FOREVER & I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU ! XOXOXO *you know who you are* (:

Monday, June 7, 2010

Stuck In The Moment With You

fyi ,
is already 2 months or maybe 2 and a half months he leave a-levels. god. i miss him so much. since the day he left. everywhere i go in college all reminds me about him. basketball court , reading room , canteen 1 & 2 classroom and all. including the slang of few friends of mine. so yeah. i really need to overcome my shyness towards him , just him. argh. is ain't easy though. alright xin lei. think positive. *okay okay i am* o__O
anyways. found one song that suits me & him. i mean , the moment we see each other during the month of January until end or beginning of April. greet each other and all. oh yeah. the most unforget-able memories between me and him. the moment that i bought him 2 water bottle of 100 Plus drink since he just finish playing basketball. spent 3 bucks. just for him.
♥ really wish i could turn back for THAT time. sighness. :/
Justin Bieber - Stuck In The Moment
With you With you I wish we had another time I wish we had another place Now Romeo & Juliet Bet they never felt the way we felt Bonnie & Clyde Never had to hide like we do, we do You and I, both know it can't work It's all fun and games 'Til someone gets hurt And I don't, I won't let that be you Now you don't wanna let go And I don't wanna let you know That there might be something real between us two Who knew Now we don't wanna fall but We're tripping in our hearts And it's reckless and clumsy Cause I know you can't love me Heyy I wish we had another time I wish we had another place But everything we have is stuck in the moment And there's nothing my heart can do (can do) To fight with time and space cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you See like Adam & Eve Tragedy was our destiny Like Sonny & Cher I don't care I got you baby See we both Fightin' every inch of our fiber Cause ain't no way It's gonna end right but We are both too foolish to stop Now you don't wanna let go And I don't wanna let you know That there might be something real between us two Who knew And we don't wanna fall but We're tripping in our hearts And it's reckless and clumsy And I know you can't love me Heyyyyyy I wish we had another time I wish we had another place But everything we have is stuck in the moment And there's nothing my heart can do (can do) To fight with time and space cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you See like Just because this cold, cold world saying we can't be Baby we both have the right to disagree And I ain't with it And I don't wanna be so old and gray Reminiscing 'bout these better days But convintious telling us to let go So we'll never know I wish we had another time I wish we had another place Cause everything we did And everything we have is stuck in the moment Yeahhhh I wish we had another time I wish we had another place (Oh no no) But everything we have is stuck in the moment And there's nothing my heart can do (Nothing my heart can do) To fight with time and space (And space) I'm still stuck in the moment with you Yeah Whoooooaaaaa
IMISSYOUFREAKINGBADLY ; IDREAMEDYOUEVERYNIGHT.
xoxo

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