luck always happened and only depends whether is good or not ! so yeah . basically we had luck on us almost every day , as in every single day . isn't that a good thing ? oh well we shall see (:
okay , anyhoo , my AS had started , on the 11th of November , first paper Law paper 1 . at that time of the exams , it was okay , whatever i read , it came out , manage to answer , sort of well as i can say (: for the 1st question - i answered 3 pages ; 2nd question - 2 1/2 pages ; 3rd question - 1 1/2 pages , which i didn't manage to answer all . so yeah . lack of time , fyi time flies when we answer Law paper 1 . requested for another piece of paper . and i'm the only one did that . aha yikes :S
so guess is a good luck for me that i can actually answer all the question , partially well ( a little for 3rd question ) lols .
anyway moving on , today 15th of October , currently still in AS situation , having Law paper 2 today which is the data response . so yeah . at first in the morning , i was pretty happy and all . hanging out with sue jenn in canteen 2 . chit-chat while studying and all (: not to mention , together with my music on . then around 9.40am , we both decided went library and study . so when we sat down , ian came in and joined us . so do gabriel . then later on , we move to the outside area where all the individuals study on their own . not long later , qki and kenneth joined us . so yeah all of us study together , while joked a little , quietly , and giggling in a very silent way . what a joke man . and at that time , i was damn emotional , and like super stressed ): i have no idea why am i like that either :/ curious to know though . i kept on studying til the time we leave , hardly even smiled too . crap me ! then when we enter the exam room , i was freak out like anything , my heart beat like super fast ): so there i go , sat on my place , behind yen yen . once the exam start my hand was like shivering .... and i can't think of anything , my mind blank in a sudden . i was like shyt , no way , please god help me , and at the same time , i was indecisive of which question to answer . take like 10 minutes. goshh silly me , waste so much time there D: then i answer , suddenly ms mitra passed by me and stayed beside me for like a while , around 1 or 2 minutes , others only like for few seconds . at that time i can't write or think of anything . yikes . then once ms mitra left , i only started writing . lols . okay . it was bad luck today , i mean i do not know how to answer the last question but i answer that that question first (question D) so i just write whatever i know and which is suitable . then after that i only do the actual data response . i hope the examiner understand what did i argue . aha :O then when i answer the last question , i wanted to write the 2 points which is the Instrinsic Aids and Extrinsic Aids . but i delayed of doing it later cause i had over the time limit that i had set for myself . so i jumped to the other question . and so on ... for the question C , when the time i do , is only left like 15 minutes . and after that i handed up straight away . and when i answer those question , my mind keep thinking about that 2 main points which my mind keep asking me to write those 2 but i delayed it . stupid me ==" later on , times up ! i still writing . and then after that i stopped , couldn't write any more , hand numb , when i was answering the 3rd question , my hand suddenly numb and couldn't move , but still i forced myself to write no matter what , and my hand writing at that time is so awfully messy . hopefully the examiner understand D: and i also couldn't tie up my paper since i used extra paper and i'm the only one . then i ask another lecturer which is the kind , sweet and gentle indian lecturer help me to tie ,
me : uhh can you please help me to tie ? cause my hand is shivering and in pain .
the indian lecturer : yeah sure (while helping me to tie it)
me : uhh do i have to write my name on the 2nd paper ?
the indian lecturer : oh is okay , i don't think have to .
me : oh okaay . (while looking at her tying up my paper)
indian lectuer : please write your question number 1 here since you answer question 1
me : oh okaay . whoaaaps
indian lecturer : (smile at me) ; i smiled back too (:
me : thank you soooo muchh (:
the indian lecturer : you're welcome .
anyhoo , she's been talking to me gently and nicely , also in a very sweet way . by the way , is nice of her to help me out though . thanked god . there's another lecturer which is Mr Lau , head of division for something . he collected the 2nd row , and he is strict enough . phewwww thanked god , seriously. without the indian lecturer , i don't think my paper will be together and i will not write the question number . seriously . thanked god is her . gonna smile her when the next time i see her :D
then after that , went to take our bag , then qki and gaby told me that the finding of parliament's intention is really really important . the moment i heard that , i was like oh crap , shoot , shyt and scolding all the bad words but not as bad as the 4 letter words though . so yeah . i was so frustrated at that time . super frustrated . like seriously depressed and scolding myself why didn't i write that 2 main points down . some more my mind keep asking me to do so . stupid and stubborn me of not listen to what my mind said . serve me right . goshh !
how can i forget to write those 2 main points down even though i know that is the answer ? stupidity me ): such an idiot of me to delay the time for writing down that 2 damn main points .
Instrinsic Aids and Extrinsic Aids , i will never forget you both :(
then went to CITC , looked for shalu and kanagaa they all . i was seriously moody and depressed at that time . then go to H block , yum yum park there . sat down . still scolding and cursing myself for not writing it down . silly silly me . then shalu keep cheering me up . i msged ms mitra , saying that i need to see her , need to talk for a while ): then ms mitra replied come , will be leaving in 5 mins and i'm in my office . i was like okay . i went there with shalu . then we both waiting outside the office . wait the time for ms mitra to come out from her office . so yeah . then ms mitra saw me , she was together with the indian lecturer where she helped me to tie the exam paper and all . oh before that , i went into ms mitra's office and saw ms mitra talking to the indian lecturer . smiling and giggling there . so i was like oh okay ms mitra is busy , let her be (:
then when ms mitra came out together with the indian lecturer , ms mitra saw me and said ,
ms mitra : eh you’re here .
(me walking towards and said hye ms mitra)
ms mitra : why are you moody / sad like that ?
me : oh ahhhh ms mitra i don’t know how to answer the last question that is about the value of purposive approach . i don’t know how to answer and i didn’t put in the most important part , the finding parliament’s intention – instrinsic aids and extrinsic aids .
ms mitra : oh what was the question about ? (then i explained to ms mitra about the question) then ms mitra answer and talked to me with a wide smile on her face . like giggling like that . lols . ;DD
me : ahhh ms mitra i didn’t write the most important thing , instrinsic aids and extrinsic aids . will lost a lot of marks .i cried and stressed because of that .
ms mitra : no laaa , it won’t . it is 20 marks , it loss only like 5 marks . but you write alot , so is okay .
me : oh , but , gabriel said is important . (giving a shock blur face)
ms mitra : is gabriel marking your paper ? (with a huge smile) and ( small eyes looking at me)
me : noooo . lols .
ms mitra : then , don’t worry so much laaa .
me : ms mitra i scare i will score not good and can’t enter your A2 class.
ms mitra said : No , you can enter my class , but before that i’ll bring you to the 3rd floor and we shall see what happened. (evil smile) But i know you surely can passed laaa sin lei . Don’t worry so much . i know you can passed , wil not failed .
oh yeah , when the indian lecturer said bye to mitra and walked away , i told ms mitra :
me : ms mitra , that indian lecturer help me to tie the paper cause my hand was shivering ...
ms mitra : yeah i know . she told me . (with a smile on her face) that you write alot and hand shivering , couldn’t tie the paper and she help you (saying with a smile)
me: oh you all talked about me . i see . ahh scare laa . will be worry alot . got no mood for other subject .
ms mitra : sinlei oh sinlei don’t worry laa . focus on other subject . and have an enjoyable rest weekend . don’t think too much . (saying with a wide smile in a very sweet and cute way)
me: i surely not gonna do well in gp .
ms mitra : aiyooo (with a wide smile again) do well in gp . okay.
me : haha okay . oh yeah hey ms mitra . i will treat you kfc since we finish our law exam already .
ms mitra : if you get A , then i’ll get triple times of kfc . ( she said with a very huge smile)
me : why not after the exam . lols .
ms mitra : smiled , nooo when the result time .
me: alright then . thank you ms mitra . byeeeee .
ms mitra : bye , (waving hand back to me)
was relief after heard what ms mitra said . she mentioned my name few times during the conversation . we did laugh while we talked , including shalu . laughing at mitra the way she said is cute and funny .
Ms mitra is like asking me not to worry and all .
Then went back to yum yum park , sat together with shalu . chit-chat and all , laughters , is nice to chat with shalu though . laughing and talking . awesomeee! Haha . while waiting for kanagaaa . then after that went back . shalu and kanagaa’s driver uncle drop me at Taman Melati LRT station . then from there i sat LRT to Pasar Seni and took a bus back home . END !
Guess today is my unlucky day huh , partial of lucky too . so yeah . sighness . silly me . okay i shall not think back , head for my next exam , General Paper which held on Monday 18th :O
wish i could turn back the time and everything could go perfectly well . no mistake will be done (:
i got NO privacy in every way , every time ; i didn't know that i'm THAT famous ! (: (where the nice indian lecturer told ms mitra about me)
forget the past , look forward the future :D
- Law OVER - ; - General Paper NEXT -
thanked her (ms mitra) and show her how much i appreciate her - by scoring A or B , worst is C . WOAAH ! hope and pray well in order to achieve that (:
Terrible Flu , Bad Sore Throat , Lack Of Sleep , Awfully Tired , Seriously Weak Of Body System , Huge Thing Grow Beside My Left Eye which is PAIN IN THE A** , Can't Talk Properly , Drain Of Energy , Rough Voice , Slow Movement , De-motivated Thoughts ... could things get any worser ? :/
XIN LEI IS BAD LUCK TODAY .
No mood at the night , the time i updating this post :/
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