Lil' Enemy Of Mine .

now is like 7 am..

woke up at 6.30.. thought of going college .. meet up with shalinni and kanagaa and divya ,

just for the fun of it ..

and of course my lovely sweetheart ;

Leong Gui Ying ...

at KLCC 1pm for lunch time ..

but then ,

i'm havin' sore eyes.

what the hell ...

yes , is painful . the pain is like totally killing me , never give me a chance to calm down .

what the shyt ..

anyways ,

today's plan - CANCEL ,

totally .. everything ...

frustrated is all i can feel in myself ..

do you know what and how is the feeling of having sore eye ?

do you know how much a person that having sore eye need to suffer ?

seriously ..

i got few times sore eyes in a month ..

and now is the beginning of november ,

another sore eye happened .

is just the beginning ... it will be few times .

oh gawdddd . i couldn't stand the pain .. :X

this morning , when i woke up , i feel my eyes watery , and i thought i was crying due to some sadness that store in my mind , (wish happened yesterday , some conflicts happened) but then when i enter the toilet , and the light is on , i still close my eye , i can't barely open it .

is like my eyes full with tears , that really hurts me a lot ..

urghhhh ! :X

i forced it to open , and whatever i saw in the mirror ,

is horrifying me like i didn't get in a horrified situation before .

my whole eye is RED , totally RED !

for both eyes .. left and right .

like i've been over-blood or something .

too much blood , got no where to flow ,

exceeds ; flow to the eyes instead .

how scary ..

(okay too much imagination)

at that moment , i was SHOCKED ,

i panicked ; i don't know what to do .

went to wake my mum up and she was in shock that i have sore eye ,

is like in a sudden . WHOA !

something is not right about me , right now ! :S

before tellin' my mum , i brushed my teeth and wash my face , thought it was normal since i just woke up from sleep . so yeah .

guess is worst than that !

(never mind ...)

mum asked me to put eye drop , so i did . and close my eyes for 5 - 10 minutes .

guess what , when i close my eyes , i feel like i'm in the hospital gettin' treatment ,

also like i'm in the college environment ,

then i heard many voices around me , tellin' me that i'm alright .

goshh i wonder why i'm dreaming all this .

am i hallucinating ?

well based on what i've mentioned , should take yes as the answer for my question .

been in this situation for several times .

didn't mentioned to everyone , decided not to blog it up .

cause i know it sounds weird and things that impossible to happen .

but seriously , i've been hearing many voices in my mind .

like my friends , college mates , my lecturers , my coach , my camp mates ,

childhood friends of mine and not to mention , even my dog , chester keep barking at me .

voices running in my head all the time ,

from left to right , north to south , east to west !

crap , why am i like this ? acting and being in a weird , awkward , scary situations .

i think too much , perhaps ?

maybe ; maybe not .

god knows why ...

never mind , forget about it ..

back to the incident of having sore eye ..

so yeah .

decided not to go college anymore . message my friends that plan had cancel and told shalinni that i won't be goin to college . D:

saddd case ..

after that , i sat in front of my laptop , and currently updating my blog.

if i'm goin' to college ,

i will have to wear my super high quality sunglasses go , which i will be look like a blind woman without the walking stick . haha !

hopefully my sore eye will be recover before deevali or before the holidays started .

if next wednesday i still not fully recover , guess i have to wear my sunglasses to college and sit for my economics paper 1 exams .

oh goshhhh ! pity me ):

right now , i'm a pirate ;

that

sitting right in front of the laptop ;

and

updating her blog .

with the thing cover on my left eye , and wearing sun glasses where ever i go ,

i feel like i'm an unable person that couldn't do anything much .

oh well , guess i deserve that way . sighs .

for now ...

havin sore eyes is really suffering due to the pain that will kill instantly horrible .

you can't go anywhere , you can't communicate , you can'tout ,

basically you hardly can do things that makes you and your life cherish to the fullest .

so yeah . thats my advice for those who didn't have sore eyes before . better pray that you won't get it . cause nowadays people gettin' sick , due to hot and dusty weather which causes you many sickness . sighs .

world ends 2012 , is this true ?

well .. we can't make sure of it . but one thing for sure that :

WE ARE STILL ALIVE ...

lols . don't know what am i crapping ...

think i'm too bored . yikes muchh .

kay then ,

thats all .

regards xin lei leong (:

*took an hour to blog this post*

woaah!