life is treating me partially well and partially unwell. how shall i begin with my explanation for these ? wondering. okay , life is hectic , seriously busy like anything. i only have a very short time for my facebook and twitter. other been occupied by college classes , works , assignments , preparing notes , revision and stuffs. the well part is where all my beloved college friends will be united together and doing / having fun , and crazy activities/stunts ever! so yeah.
beginning of the year is over , so do beginning of the month. now it's the second week of college. and lecturers been teaching non-stop and pushing us throughout the whole day. they also reminds us about the AS result every time which makes us pretty nervous and it's creeps us out! pfffttt. okay shall forget that. gosh! i'm getting exhausted and exhausted each day , travel up and down cause i know it's too late to hunt for any rooms or something. so have to bear with it. after all , my parents not really encourage me to stay out. wonder why !?! i took 2 hours to reach my home , safety (except for today). if my class done at 2 , i will be back home at 4 ; done at 1 , back home at 3. it's tiring. i know many of you doesn't have these experience before. sighed. told you my life is hectic like anything. then after back home , i take a rest , shower , eat , nap and all. after totally done with everything , is already 7pm or 8pm. that is my study time. so i've been studying Tort Law , doing notes til where Ms Mitra stopped. a little of Economics and it's absolutely not right for me to ignore business. GAAAAH ! i shall study business too. :/ seems i should stop tellin' or bleedin' out my study life cause these might get you guys tensed up. so yeah. thousand apologies if that happened to you :(
if you notice that i mentioned reach home safety (except for today) in paragraph above , means that something , horrifying , terrifying , unforgettable and unexpected things had happened. it goes like this , after getting down from the bus , i crossed half of the road , left half way to go , so when i was about to cross , there's this bloody white truck rush towards the road without slowing down. the traffic light shows RED , and still the bloody truck continue his journey without follow the instruction of the traffic light. i thought that the truck stopped and safe to cross , but then it rushes towards me and i stunt. a person pull me back and asking me am i alright. i was like .... speechless at the moment , i can't say out a single word. i was hesitating when i told the guy thanks. i was like OH MY GOD ! what on earth had happened. and i immediately cross the road.both of my leg were shivering. first time in my life experience this close to the death. deep down in my heart , i was cursing the person who drove the bloody white truck. i quickly walked back home. and half way through , it heavy rain in a sudden. without any drizzle , just a super heavy down pour. the sky is not dark at all. weird weather. so i ran back. my whole body was wet. and i'm feeling cold at that time. thanks to that bloody nightmare. it makes me shiver to the max. it's been a while since the last time i shiver. once i reached home , i quickly sat down and close my eyes for a little while. is so unbelievable that this happened to me. if it is wasn't the guy who pulled me , i think i might leave this world without saying goodbyes! and back during college time , i wasn't feeling uncomfortable. i'm not feeling actually. then came my back pain. it's back! oh my ! the pain is really hurting and killing me at the same time. i couldn't take the pain. it hurts so much til i can't sit properly. i tried so hard to forget the pain by laughing and giggling with friends , push myself to join them in any conversation , live happily to be exact. but things seems didn't turn out the way i thought. sighed. life is treating me unfair enough and it somehow make me left behind wherever i am. what a sad case ! i admit that i'm kinda sarcastic today cause i don't wanna show my true color to all my friends , which i think i did today. like half of it. gosh. i have no idea why am i like this. it's only like beginning of the year. what if the end of the year , huh ? could things get any worst or it will be better off ? god knows which and what is gonna happened ! i just want to live a normal life. didn't request anything more than that. but things turn the other way out which many unexpected and unfortunate things happened. seems that incidents that happened today obviously shows that i don't deserve a good , better and normal life ! guess i should leave today's world and continue my life in some other planet or universe. so that i don't have to suffer any pain and sadness at all D:
alright then. guess i will stop here. cause i got nothing much to say. what i want to mention in my blog , i've already done it ! so yeah. besides that , seriously nothing. if there is , i will update as soon as possible. due to many many assignments and notes to do , i barely has the time to watch my movie so do updating my blog. :/ before i end my blog post , i would like to scream for a while , cause screaming can release all my tensions and forget what had happened today. after all , i feel like screaming either :
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
my worst nightmare : i almost get into an accident and get killed by that stupid bloody truck !
my worst incidents : my back is hurting me a lot !
hope : hope for a better day tomorrow.
guess from now on , i shall put a smile on my face :)
the end ! :D
P/S : thousand thousand apologies if there's any ENGLISH MISTAKES like GRAMMAR ERRORS , VOCAB ERRORS , and SPELLING ERRORS ! i was in a rush when i update it :(
SOOOOOO SORRYYY !
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