Just a blog that I jokingly post!

Guess I shall start my post with this sigh - :/

Night view from Suvviana's house @ Sri Petaling :)

SS14 is in DOOM during MONSOON time !

Okay basically nothing much , I just wanted to be random before I start to be seriously in like what , 3 days time ? Crap. Anyway , unexpected things happened nowadays. Anything can happen anywhere , anytime. For instance , Japan's earthquake case , which seriously unexpected that it happened so badly and terrible. I pity those innocent's live where all their property and perhaps life too , had been ruined by the natural disaster. I seriously wish and hope that I could be there to help them , and also support them. Fyi , I couldn't take all the news spreading and all. Whenever news about Japan earthquake , tsunami and stuff appear in my Twitter account , I quickly close the internet tab and let it be. Not to say I'm mean , just that I can't stand what had happened. I don't wanna know all these news about people dying , suffering and all. It somehow makes me feel effing uncomfortable where my heart and my mind can't stay still nor think still. If I got one wish for now , I will be wishing for Japan! They need protection and foods. Basically those important and everyday life needs. Ahhh , I feel so awful now. Yesterday , while heading towards Titiwangsa LRT station , there's this bunch of helpers from some temple , asking people to donate for the Japan , it's like a charity work. The moment I saw them holding those board or what do we called that , banner ? I don't know , whatever , including small kids like age 6 or 7 , walking up and down , I stunt and I glare at the poster and those so called portable banners , I just couldn't hold those children looks. Thus , I immediately donate ...... which I can't tell how much I donate , it's a P and C for me. And they thanked me , I told to those small kids good job! I kinda being emo at that time. Ahh I just don't know what I did after donating it , I've been thinking like here and there. I didn't actually pay attention to my mum's conversation with my sister. And while we 3 in the Sri Petaling Line's LRT , my mum told me that uncle chan's incident was hell unexpected! I even felt worst than I thought! After reaching Bandar Tasik Selatan station , where my dad is picking us up , I saw a group of kids totally ignore their parents and treat their parents rudely! I was like what the heck! My mind was thinking , yeah true , but how could they do this to their OWN parents ? Goodness. I stared away. And not long later , we leave the station and head to Uncle Chan's funeral in Kajang! Sigh. Speaking about it , I feel so heartache. My family and I didn't believe that this would really happened. Uncle Chan is my parent's good old pal. And he also consider as my childhood friend's dad! He only age 54 or 55 years old , and yes , he is a healthy person , where he always do exercise often , he's a fit guy in another words! He got a heart attack when he was doing his gym. Imagine that , a person died of heart attack when he's exercising! OMG. Uncle Chan is a good man. I remember those time he cooked dinner for us , pasta , lamb , curry , and he even supply all of us meat during camping time. And not to mention that , he do advise me of which is right and which is wrong , which are the thing that we supposed to do and which aren't supposed to do. I remember at that time I haven't finish my SPM yet. So yeah. Thanked god that my mum organized a gathering with all the old buddies and Uncle Chan came , together with his family. That is the last time I saw him. He even smile and ask hello , how are you doing ? His wide smile and his voice , it's still wandering in my head now. OMG! Seriously , lucky I did talk to him for a while , so do my parents meeting and catching up with him. According to my dad , he and his family always eat healthy food , more healthy than my family , where they eat most of the organic food. And THIS happened to him. I feel so sorry for both of his son and of course , his wife too :( And during the funeral , my friends and I were sitting outside , and there's this few old man , like not the so old type , smoking cigarettes non-stop! I effing hate smokers and I definitely don't want to become a secondary smoker. I was kinda pissed and at the same time my mind was thinking , why aren't these unhealthy people like smokers GONE instead of the healthy one ? Geez. That is totally unacceptable. But then , we aren't the one who decide! Understandable enough. Sigh. It's really an unexpected thing to happen for a person that is close to us for so many years. D: Extremely unbelievable! May I send my condolences to Chan Yi Chong , Chan Yi Long and Aunt Gui Ying , and Uncle Chan , may you R.I.P! I on behalf of all of us , wanted to let you know that we will remember you always!

An afternoon view. Captured this while me and my whole bunch of family friends traveled from another place to another place in Perak. Can't remember where. :/

I actually love the formation of the clouds !! Awesomeness :)

Messages that I wanna send to all my friends : NEVER EVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED. TREASURE AND APPRECIATE ALL PEOPLE AROUND YOU. CAUSE ANYTHING WILL HAPPEN ANYTIME , BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!

Gives and shows your love and care towards them! Proves them that they worth to live their life :) By doing this , you will create happiness and joy between everyone , thus increase the bonding with the close and love one , so do the existence of the smiley faces! :D

An evening 7pm view from Taman Jaya LRT Station. I was waiting for my mum to pick me up , and captured this obvious-round-shape sun setting down. Waited for like an hour and 15 minutes. Thanks to the heavy down pour and accidents happened along the Federal Highway. Pfftt.

Moving on , right now I'll start with an ordinary post , or perhaps happy too ? Lol.

Hmm how shall I start ? Uhhhh ... Urmmm ... I wonder ...

Alright. I got it!

Okay , there's this guy , I knew him for like 1 year and 3 months. This boy always talked a lot , has a very big mouth , talking non-stop , always praise himself , a big bully , and he loves FOOD! Yes , FOOOOOOOOD. Well , his name starts with D and end with T provided his entire name is mentioned. Lol. Whole name is Danny How Jun Kit. Haha. Yes is him , DANNY a.k.a the BURGER BOY , AJ11A's burger boy! Reason why we name him this is because he always craved for burger , burger and burger. Guess burger is the only food he always go for , most slightly. If I'm not mistaken. That's the reason why.

Main point about him is - he loves to be sarcastic. HEHEHEHEHE. Nah , not literally sarcastic. Just the so called sarcastic attitude of his. Lol. He's just need attention and sympathy from other people. That's all. Lol. Okay think I should tell. Lol. Danny , I tell okay ? 1 2 3 .. Okay didn't answer , will take that as a yes then :) Whenever Vern and I speak about studies and some opinions , he will automatically said : My English is POOR or I have a very poor English or My Horrible / Terrible English and whatever that is similar with this. Vern told him that his language is fantastic and good , and instead of taking as compliments , he told Vern : Who said ? My language very bad , horrible , terrible or what so ever. He's being de-motivated when come to praising him for his awesome language! Is it me or him being sarcastic , he always said the same sentence whenever Vern or myself said that his english is good. He will give his so called 'SILLY DUMB LOOK' face and said , My English is horrible. We both were like ==" And keep telling him off! Okay , in reality , if people compliment you , you will at least feel glad about it right , and just respond to it even though you don't like people praising you nor complement you , but in my opinion , I will think that the person who feels that will be slightly abnormal. Haha! No offense. Just voice out my thoughts! Lol. Danny will always complain his language is pretty bad and all. Haiyoooo , seriously , Vern and I think that his language is GOOOOD. Like really good. We told him that his standard is like the English Educated one , like me for an example (haha nah I wasn't one of it) okay , perhaps like Jun Yen or Gabriel. He's like No , No , No and said He's not. I sometimes or maybe most of the time speechless. Haha. But at the back of him , Vern and I praised him like nobody ever does that , saying that his english is better than some people in our class. Will not mention who is that people here! Cause it might be risky enough. Lol. Whoaps! And we even mention few of them too. So yeah. In conclusion , Danny's english is awesome and superb! I'm curious to know when Danny gonna realize that , but I know that he won't and NEVER ever will.

The sky is so CLEAR and HOT !

It was a non-cloudy day!

Finally , I'm done blogging about him. Lol. I told him that I will blog about him but I think he thinks I'm joking or fooling around. I don't know. Haha. Anyway I will hit the bed now. Feel effing tired and sleepy. Thanks to the continuously days out! Gosh! :O

Playing Stack up game @ Jusco Wangsa Maju

- the highest we go , the more awesome we are - :D

P/S : NEVER EVER TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. Especially this post , partially modified , but partially true too. Lol. :D

yummy yumm!

Last but not least , I present you , our hideous cartoon drawing :

Vern and I did this. At first , I'm the one who started to draw the chicken , which is Gabriel. I was revising my Econs halfway and I feel bored , so I decided to draw. Reason why I draw Gab is because he said he wanna join us for study time @KL Library , sadly he changed his mind last minute , decided not to come. How could he release rocket on us. Sigh. Frustrated. That's why I draw the chicky face to release my anger and all. HEHE :))

Picture draw by WERN , not vern. She drew this when we were studying in college computer lab! Too free , nothing better to do!

This is VERN , eating her favorite PAN MEE! @ 1 of the shop in Wangsa Maju!

Put another one , cause I think it's awesome + superb !

After drawing chicky Gabriel , I draw Vern , the second picture. Haha. It's actually a dog , but I drew it halfway, did that purposely cause I find out it looks cute and seriously looks like Vern. Haha. As nerdy looking Vern. HEEHEHEHEHEH. Doggie Vern!

After drawing those cute and amazing cartoons , I showed to Vern and she burst out laughing. She said it's fun to draw so she follow my footstep. Haha :) I didn't see that coming actually.

So she draw the other 3 cartoon. But not as funny as mine.

:DD I mean yeah , I'm right. I'm telling the truth !!

:)

Oh , just so everyone know , the rooster should be Danny , 3rd counting from the left , and he tagged Aaron in it. So I guess that cartoon belongs to Aaron! By means that Danny doesn't have a cartoon looking cause he said so himself that he doesn't wanna join us looking cartoon-ish. So yeah. I purposely did a masterpiece saying "Danny do not want us already. Sigh. :/"

No doubt , you seriously deserve it :)

Sun Rise - captured this when I'm on the way to college. @ LRT Jelatek

Sun Set - captured this in Uncle Giam's house @ Cheras Uphill

Till then peeps. Hope you all enjoy this blog post of mine. I won't be so free to update this long anymore. Trials eh! Goodness. Nitey! Have a great day ahead. Sorry for any errors occur and also , terrible grammar & vocab I have. Yikes. Lazy to check. Heh. Regards and Loves - Xin Lei! :)

NOOOOOOO !

COLLEGE ON MONDAY , anyone ?

I DON'T WANT TO GOOOOOOO !

Instead , I'm so keen to go to KL Library , is better to study on my own.

Yikes.

Guess going to college is for the sake of attendance huh ?

Oh well , perhaps!

Sigh!!

The Squeky Butt !

I remember those days that my brother and I used to call this girl , The Squeky butt ! Reason why is because her butt is like super bouncy! Haha. Those were the days as I can say. But for now , I doubt that her butt is not as bouncy as last time , cause she's a teen now , a growing lady in another words. Turning from child into a teenage , in the process actually. Too bad she had hit the puberty , which I dislike much , cause each time she grows older and older , I feel bad for myself that I'm even older than her. I can sense that I'm even an aunt or perhaps a godmother. I seriously have no idea why are those callings came into my mind. Just plain simple! Oh yeah , I almost forgot to mention who's the lady I'm talking , is basically my sister. Yes she is. Believe it or not , I actually blog about her , which I seldom do or maybe NEVER blog about her before. I can't really remember when is the last time I exactly posted a blog about my siblings , like NEVER. Haha ! Back to the point , my sister is not like last time , where she's childish enough to do everything , gentle enough to allow me and giving me permission to bully her , and all. I miss those times but I know I couldn't asked her to do the same thing for now. If I do , I might get a scolding or maybe a whacking from her. Lol. Not true actually , think I'm over-exaggerating ! Haha. Just that she will be unhappy and is also not the right thing for me to do , but there's a little gap there where I asked her to do some mini stuffs like asked her to on the wi-fi , pour me a drink , this and that. There's limitation for it and I know where is my limit stays. In order for me to oder her , I will need to provide some conditions , like I will allow her to use my laptop and send her some songs from my laptop. You guys will think that these conditions are just a small conditions , but hey , look on the other hand , she will be bugging me like mad and she will need more than one , for everything. Because of her slogan , TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE ! Thanks to Boys Like Girls for introducing this song , many people been using this 5 words in life , for whatever nonsense and all. Goodness! Lol. Random typo , again.

Anyway , time to let the picture do the talking , hehe. Can't wait to show my sister this blog post. Bet she will be happy and proud of me , perhaps ? I don't know. Guess this blog post means a lot to her , since I'm dedicating this to her. Haha! Right now , she's downstairs , currently helping my dad to bake fruit cakes. So yeah. Lazy me , wandering around in my house and stick in front of my lappie.. Gosh I am so need to get rid the lazy attitude of mine. Crap. Main point , here's the picture :

Look , she had changed. Urgh. I miss the old her @ where she's holding the candles. That is the old sister of mine.

-Then those 6 small rectangle pictures is where she was standard 5 or 6 I think. I'm not sure about that! But I know she's in upper standard.

-And the current one , @ where she's drinking the big cup of orange juice. Man she's greedy though. Hell yeah she is. Don't be fool by her kindness and cuteness that shows that she's keen to share her stuffs with everyone. To be exact , she's not! Haha. Believe me or not , is practically up to you! :)

Ah she's not cute anymore , I mean like not as chubby as last time.

But according to my mum , she's pretty enough. Even the temple person and GOD said so.

I don't know whether to believe or not , cause I found out that she's looking awful. Haha.

If she's cute , I will said that she is. But hat will never happen , cause she's is not what other people think like but she's is what I think like , OPPOSITE MEANING OF PRETTY :)

Yes I mean it , seriously ! :D

By the way , I will be heading down to KL Library to study tmr. Yes all by myself! Wanted to go to college library , but then it's too far. Need to travel like crazy. Sigh. So decided to go to KL Library. Great! Gonna study Economics tmr. All of them. Wish me luck then! Take care and see you! :)

Regards.

Pointless Blog Post !

Life is pure hectic and I seriously hope that there are solutions for it ! Ahh I couldn't take the life that filled with stress , confusion , busyness and most of all depression. I might get into that sooner or later. Argh. Weekends were treating me fine enough , didn't really fulfill for what I want. So yeah. I would really need to study later , but then my uncle , aunt and couzy are here. Going back after dinner. Guess I will only start my studies after they head back to Kuanan. After all , I'm a night person. Hmm what shall I study first ? Law ? Economics ? Business ? I don't know , seriously. Indecisive of which to study. Maybe I should start with Econs , oh wait Law , oh uhh Business ? Ahhhhhh I have no idea ! Shooot. Okay anyway , my uncle's iPad is here and it has been distracting me from everything. I've been addicted to my uncle's iPad and is addictive enough for me to play like the whole day. Without touching my lappie. I ditched my lappie at the side ! Sorry lappie. But now I'm currently using it , cause is hard to update my blog using iPad. So yeah. Words are super tiny ! Lol.

Kay then. I shall stop crapping. The reason I'm doing this because I'm bored on the net. If my parents are here , especially my mum , she will ask me to study , but then I do not have the mood to do so. And yes , like what I've said earlier , the iPad is attracting me to it. Gosh. By the way it stands beside me right now. Haha. I know there's no main point nor anything meaningful enough in this blog post. Oh well , because I just randomly type and post whatever my mind think off. Not to mention , trials in 1 week time which is next week and I'm currently on the net like nobody's business. Someone has to control me and banned me from using my lappie. Hmm. I wouldn't like my parents to do so , but my friends , yeah! I got no issues with that. Have no idea why. Alright. I seriously should stop right now. Toodless. Till then , the owner :)

GOD , SOLUTIONS PLEASE ! :/

The last time of me being EMOTIONAL !

Sighed. Besides having a hectic life , I even have many issues happened around me. I didn't tend to complaint them , but instead , I'm glad to have them , most of it practically. So yeah. Anyway this whole can consider a disaster , and at the same time , it can consider good too. Everything goes well and usual during the beginning of the week , and then came on Thursday. I was effing and bloody tired. Due to Wednesday's 3am's sleep! I can't even wake up and I get scolding from my dad. Yikes. Say I didn't even talk to any of my college classmates. I have no idea why I'm acting sooooooo not right. According to Sue Jenn , many of my friends afraid to talk to me. Cause I was doing pretty normal when I was with Jenn in the morning. Then something came into my mind. Which I can't/don't want to mention out here. Yikes. Sighed. I know I'm super scary that day. Not to say I'm being emotional , I'm just TIRED. Yes that's what I meant all the time. :/ But still for them , as what they said , EMO. Oh well , perhaps , perhaps not ? I seriously have no idea :X

Moving on , Friday I was perfectly perfect ! I'm being normal and can consider that I'm being effing crazy too. High insanity to be exact word to use. I'm acting way normal ! Lol. Happy to say that noting happened on that day , everything was smoothly going , and a little of gossip and teasing during so called STUDY TIME during the afternoon. And yeah , I'm too excited and amazing to say this , that I've DONATED 480ml of my money-can't-buy BLOOD. Ahaaaa. I feel awesome and great while/after donating it. Like seriously awesome! Haha. Well , I at least did some so called morality work right ? :D

A picture to prove some of my silly and crazy old friends that I'm donating blood is NOT A DREAM but A REALITY ! :))

Lol. Ugly right ? Yes I know :S Besides me , another friend of mine , Danny , donated blood too. He's like indecisive of whether to donate or not. In the end , he did donate. Proud for him :) Thanks to us for convincing him. Hehe. Guess he owe us one. Like yeah , isn't he ? :P After donating , went back to library for study , supposedly. And we ended up talking and looking at some cute chinese books ! :D After they leave , Kar Vern and I chatted like a little while and back home after that. A friday had passed just like that , without anything bad happened. This seriously make my day a lot :)

Hmm before I continue with my post , which will be kinda emotional (in my opinion) or maybe not. It depends on individual actually. So yeah. Well it started like this , first , a friend of mine had just post a blog about me , where as she is telling the truth facts which I'm acting/having right now , I just don't know why I can't accept it , is partially my fault too. So yeah. She was doing her job by telling me and asking me to change. She's like doing her best to convince me in order for me to become a happy-go-lucky , cheerful , and a good person. I don't know why I am so fcuking pissed about that. Silly me , I started to post all my thoughts in Twitter , crapping much about what's this and what's that. I'm seriously lifeless , yes I admit that. After all , I should reflect myself instead of the others. When I lied down on my bed and think back , it's actually nothing. Like seriously nothing. At the same time , I wonder , what if she's not there , same college nor same class with me , nothing will happen , I will not realize myself , I will not change , I will remain the shitty xin lei which shucks pretty much. Basically whatever she write is all right , like totally right about me. My stupidness occurs on me , thanks to my hectic life. Urghh. Or maybe got nothing to do with that , IDK. I should appreciate her help or advice and accept the fact that I'm a shitty person in college. But then I didn't. Guess turning back the time won't be helping me much too. Seriously , I'm such a fool for not appreciate people's advice and against it instead. Why am I so brainless to do that ? I totally have no clue. Urgh. If I have another chance to do so , I would appreciate it and WILL NOT against for whatever people said.

Anyway , I would wanna let that person know that , thank you so much for your advice , I know I'm being a jerk or perhaps I'm really one of it , I'm so so so so sorry for against it and doesn't appreciate for whatever you said. Without your advice , I will remain the unexpected shitty me and I will always a jerk. I mean it , your advice helps me a lot. I owe you a big big time. And I wish I can repay you back. We only know each other for a year and a half , and all of us acted like we know each other for more than 10 years. That really shows that we're really really best friends. It determined by GOD to group all of us together. Man , I didn't say these things for quite some time. And I'm glad to say these on us :) No matter whatever it is , I will treat you as my best friend cause you always wake me up from hell. You told me things that people never tell me before. I've learned a lot from you. Things that I haven't got the experience , I experienced with you together. I do really appreciate our members friendship. Ah well. I really wish we all would be like last time , acting crazy and teasing each other. But I got a feeling that , it wouldn't happen anymore due to recent unfortunate incidents. I seriously regret for wasting that awesome advice. Sighed.

Person oh person , you and the another (our usual 3) do really understand me well enough. I feel damn effing grateful to have and know you girls in life. Nothing can ever ruined our friendship. I mean it and I promised you all I WON'T BE EMO (like what you guys always said whenever you guys saw me with my tiring face) ! I love you GIRLS and perhaps GUYS too like there's no level for it. I really need to wake up and appreciate every single thing that you guys had done for me. i'm sorry for everything that I've done. No matter whatever it is , whether good or not! Just be the way we are , have fun and enjoy like there's no obstacles ! I will need to capture every moments we spend together really really well :) Thousand apologies for everything , basically.

Gabriel - Thank you for everything. What to thanked you ? Oh well , thanks for teaching me things that I don't understand and explained to me well enough. Also , thanks for driving me to Lrt station sometimes. You've done a lot of good things to me , thanks a lot for that. And I'm sorry if I hurt you or whatever bad stuffs I did to you. Fyi , your jokes are lame sometimes , sorry to say that , but then thanks for entertaining us , you at least did your best! I will never forget a lame joker like you :) Not to mention , you're DARE to enough to do everything. Like our girl friend , Pei Wern. Just that you're formal (properly) , she informal (simply). Lol.

Sue Jenn - Jenn , thank you for sending me back home or drive me back home. And also , thanks for the concern over me when I'm not feeling good. Thanks a heap for your kindness. You're seriously kind and helpful. Can describe you that you're a FULL and HIGH morality person! Thank you so much for anything and everything. Sorry that I hurt or teased you or something bad. Like teased you DC queen and all. Happy Jenn Jenn! :)

Aaron - Aaron ah Aaron. Sigh. I'm sorry for that day. You said hye to me and I barely even smile to you. You're good enough to say hye , I really appreciate that!! Thank you so much for helping me and cheer me up whenever I'm down. You even help me in business tutorials. And you always laugh whenever I said something , for me is usual , for you is like you're watching a super duper funny comedy. Laughing like nobody cares , non-stop. Mad person laaa you! :D Superb!

Danny - Haiyooo this yong sui. Every time also talk so much. This also talk , that also talk. Non-stop talking. Mouth worst than a crow , bigger than blue hippo , more perasan than peacock ! Gosh danny oh danny ! Lol. Anyway thanks for helping me out sometimes. I seriously appreciate it. Not to mention , I've learned a lot from you too. Talking + Hanging out with you is fun , and your voice , is bearable enough for me to take it. If not I will run zillions km from you! Whenever I go , your voice will always appear , worst than hallucination. Goodness. I know you gonna praise your voice once you read this. Haha. Maybe , maybe not. Sorry if I cause you any inconvenience! Forgive me for any vulgar words ! But teasing and shooting back at you jokingly is fun! :) Will be bored if I don't do that. Hehe.

Pei Wern - Haha this girl ? Lol. I would like to thank her for accompany me everywhere , willingly ! And help me tons. She even create the happiness and laughters among each other. She's bring along joy and enjoyable moments. Sorry if I've trouble you or hurting you much by bullying you , perhaps. Ah well . Thanks for teaching and guide me to where I should be and right thing to do.

Jun Yen - Aiyooo , another yong sui. So called himself HANDSOME. Lol. Said that no matter wherever he go , everyone surely stare at him. Right. Anyway , thanks a lot for lending me your iPod ! And sorry if I disturbed you and Pei Wern during the time you both sitting or going anywhere / everywhere together. I think I will have to need to give you both some privacy! Sorry if there's any trouble I caused to you!

Kar Vern - Haha vern ahh ? Basically nothing much! Lol. Kidding. Oh well , thank you so much vern for being there for me , and accompany wherever I want to go. You even care for me whether I'm okay or not okay. You always asked me questions that I will shoot back to you. Lol. That is where the fun part began! Haha. And your laughter is unique , I mean like seriously. You really a joyful person. Things that you hardly heard and all , you will be laughing non-stop. I like to see you laugh. Just that I didn't tell you. Cause I know you will think I'm crazy to ask you to laugh for no reason. So yeah. I'm sorry for bullying you , teasing you non stop. I know I'm ober-reacting sometimes. But then I couldn't stand when comes to you , I love to bully you. Hmm will be a yes if I ask your permission whether can bully you or not ? Hopefully is a yes though. Lol.

Sorry to you too that I did things that I'm not supposed to do. Sigh. Forgive me , I'm crazy and can over react whenever I'm happy!

Qki - Lol ? Oh well , guess the apologize part I've mentioned above. Thank you so much for everything. Yes everything. You've helped me a lot , be there for me , care about me (hopefully there is) and all. And of course , thanks for making me realize about myself. I will become the xinlei that you expected. I will get rid the EMO mode forever , I mean it. PROMISED :) Even though I've been bullied by you always , I still like those times because that is where our group bonding increases. I would love to see more of hanging out moments among us during college time. Us as in the 9 of us ! You're also consider the joker of our member. On the other hand , our reputation are all gone too , thanks to you. But anyway , it will gain back once we did something good and moral. Like me , reputation gone , but it gain when I went for blood donation. Hehe. Last but not least , lets forget the past and move on to the future. Never ever think back and just pretend there's nothing happened. Remain like last time yeaaa ! :)

Hey the awesome 9 , lets forget everything in the past and head to the future together. May our friendship remains forever and never ever let anything to break our friendship. Any issues or problems , just bleed it out ! Direct is bad , yes I know. But that is where we can get to know each other more by repairing the issues! We will be more understanding towards each other. And I'm truly sorry that if 'm acted indirectly towards you guys. And do accept the fact and the truth , because true friends do tell the truth and never ever lie to you at the back! Nor back-stab you. I know the 9 of us will not act this way , is so impossible and it's obvious enough. Hopefully we remain like last time , laughing all around , chatting non-stop , bullying + teasing each other and all. We reunite and do everything together , because all for one and one for all !

I WILL PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT BE EMO ANYMORE AND BE AS CHEERFUL AS YOU GUYS ! IF I EMO , SHOOOOOT ME TO THE MAX ! TELL ME OFF. YES , I'M GIVING YOU GUYS PERMISSION TO DO THIS. SO PLEASE APPRECIATE IT AND TAKE THE CHANCE !

:DD

I'M SORRY FOR SCARING YOU GUYS OUT LIKE ANYTHING THAT DAY. NO MORE NEXT TIME , I PROMISED ! :]]

I love the 9 of us a lot cause I know they're irreplaceable !

Friends forever :)

Truly , xinlei.

P/S : Took 4 or 5 hours to update this post ! Hope you guys enjoy it or like it. Sorry for any errors occur. Poor grammar and vocab I have. Urgh. Need to brush up myself like a lot.

Thank you so much for everything !