Heaven , bring me up with you someday.

I NEED TIME , EXTRA TIME , LIKE SO BADLY.

I CAN'T DO THINGS PROPERLY.

I'M FEELING UPSIDE DOWN THESE DAYS.

I'M NOT WHAT I'M EXPECTED TO BE.

I SCREWED PRETTY BAD IN TRIALS.

I'M SHUCKS , BASICALLY EVERYTHING.

IN ORDER TO SOLVE ALL THIS ISSUE ,

ALL I NEED IS TIME.

YES TIME.

MY TIME IS EXTREME LIMITED.

I CAN'T ORGANIZED NOR DO MY THINGS PROPERLY DUE TO SHORTAGE OF TIME.

I NEED TIME TO THINK ,

I NEED TIME TO REACT ,

I NEED TIME TO , BASICALLY FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

I NEED TIME TO GET RID ALL THESE NEGATIVE THINKING FROM MY MIND , LIFE , AND OF COURSE , MYSELF.

SERIOUSLY.

BADLY.

TERRIBLY.

AWFULLY.

THAT I INDEED SERIOUS NEED TIME !

I NEED SOME SPACE TO GROW , TO EXPAND , TO UPDATE , TO ABSORB , TO REALIZE , TO THINK , TO RESPOND ,

SOMEHOW ,

TIME IS IMPORTANT TO ME.

ONE MORE MONTH LEFT , AND I DON'T WANNA TO HAVE ANOTHER DOOM'S DAY!

I WILL NEED TIME TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL AND AIM.

I HAVE TO DO IT , NO MATTER WHAT.

I ASSUME THERE'S NO OBSTACLES AND OF COURSE THE POSSIBILITY OF DOING IT.

IS A MUST TO DO SO.

PLEASE GOD.

HELP ME , BY PROVIDING EXTRA TIME.

THINGS WILL BE CERTAIN AND STABLE IF IT IS PROVIDED.

I CAN SENSE THAT OR FEEL THAT ,

HEAVEN , WONDER WHEN MY TIME WILL UP ?

IF NOT , CAN I REALLY HAVE THAT PARTICULAR EXTRA TIME , WHICH IS BENEFICIAL TO ME ?

DO BRING ME UP ANYTIME AS I FEEL SO HOPELESS SOMETIMES.

YES GIVING UP IS NOT MY TYPE , BUT THEN I ASSUME THAT IS. CAUSE I KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY , I WILL NEVER ACHIEVE FOR WHATEVER I AIMED AND ALL.

OKAY MAYBE SHE'S RIGHT. SHE GET SERIOUSLY ANGRY WHEN I MENTIONED ALL NEGATIVE COMMENTS AND THOUGHTS TO HER. IS SHOWS THAT SHE CARE ABOUT ME , CONCERN ABOUT ME AND HAVE FAITH IN ME , BELIEVING IN ME THAT I GOT THE ABILITY TO DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. I'M HIGH ON CAPABILITIES. BUT BOTH OF THE CHARACTERISTIC DOESN'T SHINE ON ME , NOT AT ALL.

I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE AN ATTENTION SEEKER , I JUST NEED TIME TO SETTLE AND SOLVE EVERYTHING WHICH HAVE BEEN WANDERING IN MY MIND FOR WEEKS OR MONTHS. IT'S COMPLICATED , EXTREMELY.

I WONDER WHY TIME WILL NOT PAUSE AND ALLOW US TO ENJOY THE HAPPY AND ENJOYABLE , UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTS.

IT'S HARD FOR ME TO THINK AND I DESPERATELY WANNA KNOW WHY.

I WONDER ... AND WONDER.

THINGS CHANGE SUDDENLY AND WILL HARDLY REMAIN TO THE ORIGINAL FORMATION.

THAT SHOWS THAT TIME DO PAST REAL FAST AND IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO TURN BACK TIME.

GOODNESS.

LEONG XIN LEI. YOU IN NEED FOR WAYS TO BRUSH UP YOURSELF. SHINE AND PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT YOU ABLE AND CAPABLE TO DO , YES , ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

SIGHED. GUESS MY TIME FOR BLOGGING IS OVER.

REGARDS AND NIGHTS.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY !

FUN PRANKING PEOPLE AROUND.