Okay I’m being lifeless and sleepless again. It’s the second day of doing the things that I’m not supposed to do! Sleep less than 12 hours. Thursday evening , slept from 8.30pm til 11pm and then Friday evening , slept from 8.30pm til 12.20am. Ahh my sleeping time is so OUT. Crap! Well , what can I say , thanks to my mum for waking me from my sleep by asking me whether I taken my bath. I was like oh shoot , haven’t. And my mum was like is okay , you go and sleep and shower early in the morning. I was super blur at that time. The moment I lay down on the floor ( yes I slept on the floor as I’m taking my nap , I don’t take my nap on BED because we SLEEP on BED. Haha) and continue my sleep , I just remember that I need to online tonight in order to get some updates about …….. I don’t know how to say la. Lol. And at the same time I couldn’t sleep back , so I decided to take a midnight shower , again. Man it has been times I take my shower at midnight like 12 or 1. Surprise that my mum didn’t scold me. Lols. After showering , I was about to online and then came that silly pig sitting in front of my lappie , searching for latest song. She’s been doing lame stuffs lately. Mind her , she’s silly enough to do. Haha! Not long later , I received a call from Skype , and guess who is calling me , 2 lifeless Twitter mate of mine. Danny and Gabriel. WTH =.= We started to talk and all , lifeless word with lifeless style of talking. Especially both of them , together with their gayness. Gosh , I seriously couldn’t take it la. Wherever I’m , I will definitely involve of doing the same thing with them , tweeting and replying tweets non-stop is a very good example. While we were talking , they had asked me to DO SOME THING , or READ SOMETHING , to be exact. So yeah. I did as they told.
Words that came from my own mouth :
I actually posted in Twitter , but then I posted here again just in case you didn’t on your it , who knows!
– Without them letting me know, I wouldn't read it! Issue started after I finish reading. For then I told myself that I will never read it anymore cause I don't want to cause any more issues. But then thanks to 2 friends of ours, telling me and asking me to read when we're in Skype. I refused to at the 1st place. Then , I re-think and finally go and read. I didn't know what to say but all I can say is Thank you and Lets start a new time. (: It's actually part of my fault too as I feel guilt of thinking too much. Somehow it's confusing when comes to all these! Majors is even here too. I don’t want these to affects us , practically everyone. **gulps**
– Thanked god for allowing things to happen on Saturday's dawn time. (: If not for my mum to wake me up from my sleep during midnight ; if not for my sister sat right in front of my laptop which I will exit my Skype if I am to sit instead and 2 lifeless person wouldn't call me through Skype ; if not for that 2 lifeless person for asking me and letting me know about it , I wouldn't read it and we will just remain like that , let the misunderstanding flow. But because all that happened right after my mum woke me up , I finally read it and honestly speaking I actually feel relief , much more better , not so confusing! (:
I only tweet this 2 , wanted to tweet more , but then I thought of continue here instead. Guess misunderstanding do appear every time , every where , every one. I actually didn’t think about these thing cause the main thing for now is that I’m focusing on my studies. I didn’t even bother about anything else besides it. I don’t even have the mood for the outing cause of my studies , which slunk pretty bad. About the me asking people to giving you the paper , I’m not the one actually. Just letting you know. Aaron told me that he don’t allow people to photocopy his essay without letting him see how is his essay doing. That’s why I didn’t photocopy. And then the next day , he came to me and asked me for his paper , I told that you need to photocopy and he said he will pass it to you. So I did as what he told , return the paper back to him. Past is past ! Oh well , I couldn’t said much. I don’t even want these to happen , as you said it’s dramatic , you did mentioned that you don’t want any dramatic things to happen , that is why I didn’t bother nor join the gang for anything. It will be weird , seriously. So I told myself better not involving this. My life been down these days. I couldn’t focus on certain things , I was badly emotional that day cause my mum scolded me pretty bad as my result shucks like anything. So yeah. I admit that I’m being way emotional that day because of lack of sleep and the scolding part which it’s making my day worst. Sometimes it’s hard to be the true of yourself but it’s super easy to being a sarcastic person. No doubt , nobody is perfect. Sigh. I also admit that it’s partial of my fault too. So let’s get over it , I wouldn’t want to think about it anymore. Ahh about the outing plan , I’m still indecisive , cause firstly I’m broke , and second I don’t know whether my mum allow me to go. Yikes. Things is getting more complicated in my life , no worries it doesn’t involve any of our member. Just basically about my future and all. God !!
By the way , sent you a twitter request. And I didn’t write in the chatbox cause I don’t like writing in it. It’s somehow looks pathetic. Haha! Mind me for that.
Sleeppyyy! It’s 5.31am now. And I haven’t got my sleep. So guess is my time to GOOOOOOO !! So called Morning-Nights!
Regards!
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