Frust is all I can feel of !

Well I just wish I can be like those birds , moon and star , that doesn't have to worry about their future , no confusion thoughts, full of freedom , they don't have to go through a pain in the ass experiences and many more happy stuffs that they able to do. And they don't have to worry about their time , they can take things slowly and seriously , they don't have to worry so much about their life. Unlike human being , unlike MYSELF. That worry like anything about my future and all if this and that happened. Gosh. I just hope that someday I would get all answers for all questions that been wandering in my head for decades. I wanted to get rid some of it , narrow it down , but then I couldn't. It will still pop out in my mind anytime when I'm bored. I have no idea why. :/

Alright. I shall get my ass back to my Contract question as I need to finish minimum , at least 3 question. Failed my yesterday's aim as I fall asleep early , went for a swim and attend leadership academy. Ah shoot! Time flies. Not to mention , my Business Lecturer been giving me few past year papers for me to do and I need to complete by tomorrow which is quite suffering. Cause I need to answer like EVERYTHING. The whole past year question for paper 1 and paper 3 ! And I got like 3 or 4 set of it. Goodness. I can't said it's a bad thing cause I want and need to improve myself. The lecturer even shocked that my result is super STUNNING , which is an opposite of GOOD to be exact! Oh god. I shouldn't talk about result cause I will be burst out into tears anytime soon due to some reason which I can't tell what is it! It's just make my heart sore enough to do anything stupid. Kay then. Regards and Loves.