Continuous of ALM Part 1 !!
---------Okay guess that is all for now! Anyway it's nice to know and have them in life. ---------No doubt , every of the good and positive things will happen whenever you're with them! I seriously madly crazy loving them like nobody ever does. I wish they know how and what is my truth feelings and thoughts towards them (: I love them more than a friend but like a family member! I'm truly sorry for every trouble that I cause and inconvenience to you guys. Thousand apologies for the emotional feeling I have and freak you guys out throughout the whole year! Perhaps my secondary school mates had influence me or maybe I got my dad gene where he used to be an emotional kid , if I'm not mistaken. I don't even know why am I so emotional. I remember I wasn't like this when I was in primary school nor secondary. Guess this feeling started to occur on me when I was form 5 due to busy preparing for SPM and started to involve myself in plenty of havoc stuffs. Yikes. I can't do anything much but then I tried to be a cheerful kid like you guys and it doesn't work on me. I seriously have no idea why and I wish that I know why! Never mind , past is past , we can't turn back time. Speaking bout past , I miss every moments that we spent during our college life! It's indeed an unforgettable one and those memories will restore in my mind forever! You guys are the first batch that brought full of happiness and tons of laughters into my life , in another words , you guys had brighten up my life! I don't know how to repay you guys but to thank you guys lots , for every single thing! I just hope that I have a time machine and turn back the good old times , enjoy it every second and minutes. Fyi , whenever I'm with them , I feel like my problems and negative thoughts had flowed out from my life , totally. I feel absolutely different ; as I don't have to worry much about all my difficulties and problems which made me feel much much better ! (: Seriously , I love them tons! I will appreciate them no matter what when and how , cause I know friendship with them is priceless and it's a God's faith to put all of us together. You can hardly find a group of friends like them in life as there are many sarcastic and 2 sided people in nowadays generations. They're just plainly incredibly amazing to hang around with. They are the friends that never take you for granted , hey guys I trusted you 150% you know! So never ever take things or people for granted! ^^ It's a God's gift and determination for allowing them to enter into my life and allowing me to enter theirs! No doubt , they're the best of the best human beings! Haha :D Oh not to mention , being lifeless and lame is our gang style! Known as trademark for the gang! It's seriously special and here am I again , being lifeless and lame by posting every words that I wanna said about our gang! Wooooots.
If I have wishes to made , remain our friendship forever will be one of the main wish! (: I wouldn't want everything to end , especially times in college life , memories we had together throughout the days in college. Ahh it's extremely touchable and tears been rolling down from my eyes whenever I recall back those memories. It's hard for me to accept that 1 and a half year had ended , it's totally unbearable for me.If I have a chance to stop and pause the time , I would do so! I would wanna spend my every single life time with you guys , the Awesomely Lifeless gang! Quoted by me :Nothing good come from lifeless people's mouth! (: Man , I love and miss you guys , forever and always!
Sincerely Xin Lei , loves , cares and regards!! ((: XOXO
P/S : Sorry for all the inconvenience and messy words , poor grammar and vocabulary. Yikes. :/ Mind me yea!
Btw , took me more than 12 hours to update this long post. Guess I shouldn't update this long in the first place. Regretted !! Draggy enough. :/
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