In Short !

I've seen the truth and everything throughout the trip ! I just wish I could get rid some of it and store most of it , but then I know is impossible , what I expected didn't turn out ! Just hope whatever I realized is not the truth , but it's hopeless , it's indeed the truth. So I have no idea what to do , what to say and what to react. I can't just simply leaving those ups and downs thoughts or wandering issues aside. I feel blunt! Should or shouldn't ? I am clueless right now , seriously idea-less! I just wish someone is here , to tell me the truth. How I really wish I can predict the everything! I'm desperate to know the TRUTH , nothing but the TRUTH ! Why is world treating me so unfair ? WHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY ? :'(